So I can provide details and stories if needed. My mother is a xanex addict, has been my entire life. She even influenced me in stages of my life to take them. Now that has been what I've been draling with for 28 years. Nothing new. Now my grandfather was everything to me, without him I would be homeless, drug addict or dead. Helping me financially through my teens, paying for a apartment for me and my mom when my dad left. Always a guy in my corner. He had a stroke and died while I was at the beach. I'm destroyed and have been since. Now I'm dealing with my mother alone but she can no longer use my grandfather over me. So do I cut her off? I don't know if I can my papaw always told me to take care of my mom. How can I abandon my mother if that's what my grandfather wants. I have never wrote anything like this, I barely talk to anyone about it. I don't like therapy but am on antidepressants and others. Sorry if it sounds the rambling of a crazy person. (Not wrong) Lol