I am a 21M who is a part time student and works full time(until recently). I had been dating a girl who goes to my university for a year and a half. I really thought she was the one, we had so much fun together and she became my best friend. We had issues along the way but I felt like we were able to work through them. I was her first boyfriend so there were things she wasn’t really used to. I love her so much and I am heart broken. She broke up with me last night because she felt that she had been drifting apart and couldn’t handle a relationship. She still loves me and I hope we continue to be on good terms but that doesn’t make it much better.

This morning when I woke up I got a call that I wasn’t to come into work and that I’d be let go. I never really liked my job but I got paid really well and I was learning a lot. I worked in a material science lab.

I feel like everything is crashing in on me. I recently moved in with one of my good friends but after 2 months I’m having a really hard time dealing with him. He is insufferable. I don’t have anyone to talk to except my sisters and they live far away. I just need a hug but there’s no one around to give me one.

I’m struggling so bad with school, I barely have any credits and at this point I don’t even know what I want to study. I’ve worked in microbiology, material science, production, supply chain, retail, food, and everything just kind of sucks. But I know I want to stay in school, I have to.

I just want somebody to tell me what to do