I don't know where else to post this. I get some people aren't morning people. But for all my life as long as I can remember whenever I have to wake up before noon I am MISERABLE. Like so much anxiety in my chest, deep feeling in my gut, suicidal thoughts. It takes hours for me to get clear headed and process what's going on. I'm a bitch in the mornings and i know it might sound childish but I cry a lot when I wake up too. And yes I do get enough hours of sleep and i also eat a good breakfast and get some coffee. Idk what's wrong with me. Mornings are a struggle. I hate it. But then after the mornings I am completely fine. Wtf is wrong with me I know this is not normal. Like I said, I have always been like this. I remember even as a kid going to school I would struggle immensely in the mornings