Title says it all. I usually hit rank 10 and stay there. I'm afraid to continue from this point on. I feel my stomach weird and my heart is pumping hard before I play these games. And not only this, but I live the games at maximum intensity. I get so angry sometimes and I laugh only on constructed games because I have nothing to lose..

I'm the kind of guy that loves to be competitive in everything and knowing I'm not good enough to hit legend, even if I have a deck that other people reached legend makes me feel this anxiety. More than this, A lot of times it seems that I lost the game from pure luck or topdeck for my other player. You know those 1v1 games where both of you are low on health and you will win next turn if he doesn't have a certain card?.. When this happens I feel so bad, ohh...

It may be weird for you guys to understand, but I'm feeling this on a daily basis.. And when I finish my quests I usually just stop playing Hearthstone as I have a ladder anxiety. So I just watch streams the whole day long or do something else. I admit I have a problem but I don't know how to overcome it.

Any ideeas on how to deal with it?

P.S. Someone messaged me and asked what exactly am I feeling. It's the same thing that you feel before a certain moment in your life like a date with a crush you've had in a long time or right before an important exam at school.

EDIT: Thanks for all the support and replies! I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling this and I'm gonna try and apply some advices here. Really appreciate it guys!

EDIT2: Also, someone linked me this. You're better than you think posted by Blizzard a while back. It really made me feel good about myself. Basically, if you hit rank 15, you're already better than 75% of all the HS players.