my first and only relationship ended after three months… i’m in my late twenties, and, going into the relationship, i really thought i had it all figured out. i assumed my age came with a lot of maturity and wisdom but nah. i was really so foolish to think i found my soulmate. i literally can’t stop reflecting and fixating on all the red flags i stupidly ignored.

ultimately, he didn’t like me. but if you ask him, he lOvEs me. i know i’m confused and i ain’t shit either, but i, personally, don’t understand how you can lOvE someone and not be interested in them. idk how you can lOvE someone and also admit that you feel uncomfortable around them. i really don’t know how you can lOvE someone and ignore them for three days.

i just want him to admit that he doesn’t like me. but i think i’ll finally be over him when i accept that he’s never going to admit it.

i also feel it’s important to note that he has access to my reddit profile, but i’m certain he’s so uninterested in me that he’ll never come across this.

i’d like to end with these words:

love is a lie. anyone who says otherwise: 1. doesn’t like you 2. is an npc 3. is delusional/under the influence 4. is about to have their heart broken