The things that make me miss you the most are bewildering. It’s not how I’d hold you when we’d fall asleep or the smell of you. I miss having you to tell you how my day went and ask about yours, I miss suggesting shows for you to watch, I miss going to eat ramen together. I didn’t just lose you romantically but as my closest friend. I know that things will never be the same and the more I want you back the more sure I am that it’s probably better this way. The double-edged sword to this is I dislike you for not wanting happiness with me but I hope that you end up finding it with the right person and that they do everything I couldn’t for you. I will always and forever love you and the times we spent together