I got broken up with today by my gf of almost 5 years. I don’t want to let any of my friends or family know yet because although I feel like it’s ultimately my fault I didn’t even get the chance to fix the problem. I would always push her to do better and would urge her to communicate with me but in the end all I did was push her away. Part of me is petty and wants her to be unhappy but a bigger part of me just wants her to find what she’s looking for, I just have a heavy heart seeing that it’s probably not going to be with me. I know she’s not on Reddit so will probably never see this but I found this new show to day that I know she would’ve loved and I’m bingeing it because it reminds me of good times and somehow keeps my mind off the subject. If y’all wanna watch the show it’s called Kotaro Lives Alone and it’s on Netflix.