Doing a NC properly this time. Found out he has a new gf. It hurts so much. I keep crying and having this urge to break down and cry every so often. I have no motivation to do anything else except text friends about this situation, listen to breakup coaches videos and (i know this is stupid) tarot cards predictions. I’m at home for a break. Food and laundry done by my mum which i am grateful for. I am keen to get back to where i usually live to well..i guess start going on dates and meet new people and have new experiences. And forces me to do grocery shopping, laundry, cleaning up after me, forces me to do things. Right now, i don’t feel like meeting any old friends in my hometown. I miss him so much. I’m so sad. At the same time i’m trying to get myself to a perspective that i need to move on and let go. Would love to hear some support.