Hey J, We matched during the covid period. I snuck to your place 3 hours away by train/bus despite restrictions. You listened to my many rants about work and covid. You gave me support, you cared for me, you helped me grow into a better me today. You were my retreat and escape from the world of expectations and fear. You made me feel safe. I fell in love with you and i still love you. We decided 2022 was the best time for us to just be friends. I’m heading home to see family (and to give you and me some distance). I wonder if you’re thinking about me. The restrictions are being lifted where you are. Things are going to get back to normal (is the hope everyone has). I wonder if you’ll forget me. Lump me in with all the other shit that went down during covid. Will you put your past behind you and move on as if we never met? Will you brand me as your holiday and forget about it now bar the one or two times you remember that one holiday trip you took? Will you go party, to bars, pick up younger hot women, like your life is just resuming from when covid put a pause on it? And i’ll just be a faded memory of a time gone past. I miss you J. I miss you so much it hurts everyday. I will have to make do with being a holiday you visit in your mind every so often. I love you. I hope you’re well. Stay safe.