After knowing each other for 12 years and dating for almost 3, we’ve had so much back and forth but the random reaching out and ghosting was killing me, it makes me feel horrible that a girl I consider to be my soulmate could treat me like such an afterthought. After all of the excuses, poor treatment, and bad communication I tried to settup a time for us to talk in person (a place within a few minutes of where she lives and before she went to work), she of course just made fake excuses as to why she couldn’t go. So I told her that was our last chance to talk things out in a healthy way and when she refused I told her not to reach out to me anymore, it breaks my heart that its come to this but the random 2-3 week reach outs keep getting my hopes up and destroying me all over again.

I can’t believe that someone so special to me treats me like i’m so disposable after all this time…