Well it's a complicated situation but I am leaving the country and have to go back to my country because I could not find a job as an international student despite applying for 400 jobs and my parents want me back close to them while my dad gets his cancer treatment done.

My bf is from the US and he lives here. At first he didn't want to do long distance but after our final goodbye yesterday (for a while, maybe 5 years or so). He said he does not want anyone else. He started crying and it killed me to see him like that because he isn't one to show emotions or cry and he did yesterday. It breaks my heart that I have no control in this situation and we have been forced to end things or put things on pause if at all. We're 22 and marriage isn't an option for us right now (so don't DM me asking or telling me about that lol).

He took me to our spot at the top of a hill before dropping me back at my dorm and we just took in the view and said our goodbyes.

After I reached my dorm I cried like I haven't cried before. It kinda scared me, bawling my eyes out so audibly that someone came and checked in from the other apartment - it's BAD.

I have learnt so much from him and he is honestly a great guy. I hope he and I stay in touch and can give it another crack at a relationship if and once I'm back.

I am honestly just looking for support right now, either voice calls or texting on Discord is preferred. and I'd rather not even talk about the breakup or relationship. Just for distracting and fun conversation. (I am just looking for friends , nothing more)

Looking forward to hearing from ya'll:)