Feeling absolutely terrible today. I’ve finally tried dating for the past few weeks after a tough break up and today I found her profile. Using pictures from when we were together. New ones of her being happy. Sent me down a really dark hole where I just deleted all of my profiles. I hate how she’s probably talking to new guys and enjoying her new future. While I sit here unable to find anyone to give it a shot with. I’m not that attractive and certainly don’t have that vibe women would be interested in. Even if I did find someone interested, all I can think about it my ex and how it’s feels impossible to replace her. I’m so angry at everything even though it’s all my fault and problems. I just don’t want to be alone anymore, even though I know a relationship wouldn’t fix my problems. I miss being wanted. And even after 5 months of break up I miss her more than ever. I just want to stop feeling this way, or anything anymore.