I had been talking to a girl laughing enjoying each others company thinking we had something special and that maybe just maybe I’d enjoy falling in love with this woman and then she tells me one thing turns to another with her ex and “things got out of hand” with her ex and she broke down after drinking and hasn’t moved on fuck me for thinking I’d ever fall in love again I’m a fucking fool and I deserve to be alone for being fooled so easy and you know what it hurts yeah 100% I’m just sitting here in absolute disbelief thinking we had something honestly my chest just is aching again the pain of having hope and then being brought back to reality and wow I just want to cry because I’m a fool man I really am and I shouldn’t have let her get to me now I’m alone and just so disappointed with myself.