Before going on, anyone willing to talk in private? I don’t have any friends who went through this and the lack of compassion is hard. I’m a guy btw

We tried, we tried so hard, but we, and especially you, were done with the dispute, the disagreement, the jealousy… I can’t anymore, I search for you in every women I see, and belittle myself for everything I did even though I know i shouldn’t. You were the only time I imagined myself happy in the future, and I know it’s wrong but you helped me see that too. You pushed me out of my comfort zone, made me discover new hobbies, made me accept the others more.

But you cannot work for it anymore, I know you still loved me, but you were done with it all. I love being in love, but what we had was so much more. We were friends, partners. How can I ever fall in love again after screwing this up so bad.

It hurts, and there’s not a single day when it doesn’t hurt.

As someone once said, to grieve deeply is to have loved fully

Again, anyone willing to talk about this, shoot me a DM, I just want to know that I’m not the only one feeling this way