I'm sorry Im too weak for polyamory. I just thought you weren't serious about that and you'd want to be with me because I was the one actually there holding and kissing you.. but all the more idiot I am for not realizing how little I actually meant compared to him. I was an idiot because I fell so hard for you. I've been alone for so long, only doing empty flings leaving me empty. I felt a genuine spark inside me the first time we kissed. It released so many emotions I had deep inside for so long, and now I have to crush them all back inside. You're too good for just one person anyway I guess. And I have to understand that there is no way you would have liked me if it wasn't for the fact you were going to go move in with someone better and you wouldn't need me anymore.