I can't predict the future so maybe my thought process will change. It just If I love someone ima give them all of me I will accept the good and bad I will stay through the ups and downs I will forever care for them, do for the other regardless of the situation I don't care how mad they've made me I will have their back. Even if they are wrong I will stand by them in public but correct them in private. I will try my best to correct/work on the shortcomings I have like communication during disagreements, my lack emotionally expression (I've always hid my emotions/suppressed them my entire childhood ). I will not give up on the relationship, yes I fail to show I am trying but I don't know how to show assurance. I joke in moments of seriousness , it's my way of coping and trying to process the things that are happening. I have a lot to work on. My progress for growth is slow even so I am changing I don't just change for my partner but for myself, I don't look for them to help me change it's up to me alone. I will be eternally patience in their rate of change/growth...........I feel I meet her at the wrong time I am nor perfect, she doesn't require perfect I just wasn't what she required. My love for her is boundless. I can't see myself in another actual relationship, just a random hookup because I know their isn't another you and that is wrong for me to think . I still have hope for a future were we are together and I can make you as happy as you make me as well as fulfill the emotional, physical, spiritual support you need. I WILL FOR EVER LOVE ASHLEY ❤️