I feel sad sometimes and lonely by rejection. But this weekend I went on a bachelorette trip with 10 girls. Best time I've had in so long. I felt down at night. But I met so many new and kind people from all over the world. I got called beautiful and kind so many times. (it is really nice to hear). I also danced salsa and I bonded with all the girls on the trip and want to ask them if they want to take a girls' trip to Paris. The girls and people made me laugh and smile. I can't wait for my friend's destination wedding and this new chapter where I put myself out there more! I promise it gets better. There will be high and lows but keep pushing