Just got out of a 4 year relationship don't fall into that trap. Sometimes a girl will berate you, manipulate you have ber hissifit. Tantrum and once she unleashed all her anger to you, and you took it like a punching bag shell want sex. And you'll fuck her. But still she will always be like that ,- fight - sex - pretend it never happened. It's pure manipulation. Even if the sex is good it drains you mentally living with a woman who fights like that. Don't fall for that Kings. Never date a woman who is not responsible for her actions. Or a woman who when does tantrums break shit, throws shit, threatens you to get physical aggressive. She asked me to kill her stepbrother to get all the inheritance and mocked a friend of mine when she committed suicide for being waek as in"she deserves it for being stupid and kill herself she deserves it" . I did it. Don't do it. And she threatened to destroy my gift for her. A dyson airwrap complete long color fuschia nickel of 850$. A lot of times, she hated kids. She said she'd rather watch a kid die than an animal due to the environment she's an environmental engineer. She also loves playing the victim which is what she did with the guy she left me for. And asking me to be her back up, her boyfriend of 4 years. Just like that. It's been 1 month but I'm so happy being single although it hurts a lot. She changed the narrative of her fuck ups so she blamed it all on me. Even our therapist said. Wow Anon, how where you with her, she's evil with a lot of problems. And yeah I felt abused emotionally sexually and almost physically. She minimized my feelings and treat me like shit saying I was what made her unhappy. I was unhappy but yeah at first she lovebombed you and played victim. Also she said she'd rather be with her ex that PHYSICALLY HIT HER than me that never did but texted other girls when we started dating. Oh and she smashed her head against a wall till unconscious because of "my fault" and threatened to cut her boobs hair and nose to look like me ex. And wanted to see me fuck my ex and masturbate to it so she'd knew how I cheat on her. Which I never did. And threatened to commit suicide a loooot of times. I think that's sociopath or psychopath? But definitely narcissistic as shit. And I never saw it because she's petite Asian and cute and hot. But yeah I lived like that for 4 years. Puppy eyes and everything, now the new guy is dealing with her shit. But at first she's the most awesome of the world.

She joked about castration me as she wanted a submissive boyfriend which I wasn't. Tbh and joked about kicking my mom outside my inheritance and leaving her in the streets. Also she buyed a looot of fast food. She wanted me fat so no one would steal me from her.

And I fell for it. Now I'm in the gym therapist because it's been hard and well working to regain my manhood and self esteem. BEWARE of women who always plays victim

Any tips on regaining myself and confidence?