TW // csa, cocsa

When I was really young I was groomed and assaulted by my older cousin when we were both kids, him being about 2-3 years older than me. My aunt had seen us but didnt pay any mind to it, and probably has forgotten but I never did. I pray and pray every day that I have the strength to tell my aunt like I told my mother, and she supports me, and wants me to tell my aunt too. I feel really bad because she will probably blame it on my cousin's autism, or awkward. I feel like im stuck in a really bad situation because I remember what happened every day. I feel invalid because it's cocsa, but I know that it's still considered grooming, especially when it was going on for so long— and I had no power to stop it. I hope I have the strength one day, and relief will come.