At the start of this year, a lost my job that I worked hard for. It gave each but of my bery best so I was so heartbroken when I had to unfortunately leave. A month after, I lost the guy who's the reason for all the motivation and hardwork. It was a low too deep I never knew I would fall into. I'd cry and loose sleep for months.

Come May, I got hired and I finally was able to focus on something productive other than my grief. I got my bills back on track, I am now putting advanced payment as well, I got my skin care back on, I am doing morning walks now, I do not compulsive buy, I lost most of the weight I got from drinking and eating when I was low, I see a clearer future now.

Sureendering to God and His plans made me experience this. If I knew it would be this light, I would have given up everything to Him sooner. Pray to Him, you who are in deep despair. He listens! He doesn't make your wishes come true most of the time because He hears your earnest wish and aligns taht with His plans instead. God loves us no matter how irredeemable we think we are. 😁❤️🙏🏽