I consider myself being a good girl most of my life.... before this man, I had only had sex with my ex-boyfriends, no one-night/casual stuff at all. Recently breaking up with my last bf brought me back to dating apps. I genuinely wanted to find a serious relationship again, even want to get settled down.

I came across this guy Taylor probably a month ago. We didn't chat much. After we matched, he asked when could he take me out for a coffee or beer. I didn't respond initially, but he persistently messaged me and finally, somehow I texted his number.

Because ideally, I would be looking for a serious relationship, so I asked him what he wants. He said he wants a girlfriend. So I thought Taylor was worth meeting.

Eventually, we set the date for the last Saturday. Honestly, the date was not great if we look at it as a potential serious romantic interest. We pretty much didn't click. The conversation was probably 4 out of 10, a lot of times as if we were living in different worlds. We don't get each other's topic or jokes. No laughter. While we were waiting for our food, I went to the bathroom (not for long at all, probably only 2 minutes tops). The food had arrived when I came back and he already started eating!.... No manners. When the waiter came to ask about dessert, I think we were pretty much on the same page that we wanted to get out. When I asked about splitting, he immediately - "sure". So not a good sign.

Anyways it was raining outside. I drove to the restaurant and he walked. I was going to say goodbye but Taylor walked me to my car. As a gesture of goodwill, I asked if he wanted a ride (he lives 5 minutes walk from there). He's like ok! Then jumped in my car.

Taylor said, "maybe we could just hang out a bit before leaving". I agreed. So we continued the conversation a bit longer. The most bazaar part of the convo was that he asked me what would I cook for him if I were to. I said maybe green curry. Then he said he doesn't handle spices well and makes him poop. TMI mate!!!!

Convo continues. Then we ran out of words. 2 seconds pause. Out of nowhere, his upper body climbed to my side and started kissing me with his tongue. I was quite shocked initially and was not prepared for this at all. As I said I had been a good girl pretty much my whole life, but still have a rebellious part of me. So I thought what the hell! Let's see how this goes. Therefore I didn't stop.

I'm glad that I didn't stop him.

He was a good kisser and was able to give me the passionate kiss that I was longing for. Although I and my ex only broke up 3 months ago but we haven't had this passion like forever. Anyways, Taylor kissed me full of his passion. He held my head and pulled me closer to him in a "just right" pressure. He has very soft lips - wide sexy lips. He has a full beard which makes him very masculine (my type!). T rubbed my neck with his hand and touched my hair gently. How could he kiss me for such a long time without excess slava? Haha.

I was on the fence for a long time - was contemplating what should I do about it i.e. should I stop it or just let it flow? Then I thought I probably don't want to invest in more romantic emotions with him so why not enjoy the moment?!

So I let him lead the direction..... also start responding to him with my actions. I started giving out my tongue and holding him as well. He has neat short hair. I put my hands around his neck, touched his ear and rubbed his hair. I guess it's the lust, that makes me feel that his short spiky hair was perfectly sexy, and soft ears are so playful.

We paused for a second to recheck. I mumbled "I didn't know that you wanted to do this... this is so unexpected..." He answered with an affirmative voice "I DEFINITELY wanted to do this.... I knew maybe I get a slap on my face but I gotta try..." While talking and sitting back, he looked at me with his blue eyes with dilated pupils... that was sexy as fuck. Every time when we stopped kissing, I couldn't help but bite his fingers gently... Again I've never done that before. Then came back again and locked his lips on mind again.... it was a wonderful feeling, pure passion, pure lust, as if there are fireworks in the sky. One of his hands started moving to my boob. He put his palm so gently on my breast and resting.....

Taylor pulled my hand over to his crotch... wow he was fully ON. He was in a pair of thick chino but I could feel his THING. It was not small. I could tell that he wants more than kisses.

We were in a public parking lot and people just walking pass by.... I didn't want to be seen much so decided that this needed to stop. Several times we stopped and he reached out to my lips with his hand (I think my lipstick was probably all over my face lol)

I said "ok let's get you home...." he agreed.... He teased "you are quite flushed don't you....." Well hell yea... you turned me on so badly and I couldn't think ..... I had to rest for a minute so can gather my thoughts on how to drive...

We drove to where he lives..... parked in the dark and he said "turn off the lights..." I did .... the lights and the engine.....

Then the kisses are back.... this time he is more aggressive, and lifted my bra. He approached my nipple and started kissing one of them. OMG, I can't describe how good he is with his lips and tongue. I WANT MORE OF HIM TOO. I'm fully wet..... man, can't think of when was the last time someone turned me on this much, probably 150%!...

My river is running....

We took some rests in between.... he looks at my hands and goes "tiny hands you are.... " I said no you do.... then he compared our hands and fingers and teased me... kissed my hand very gently..... that moment I was in love with the infatuation.

He unzipped his pants..... finally the reveal..... WOW! Doesn't he has a big one.... he has the biggest one I've seen (I have only seen three in the past).... I'd say he's probably 18 cm in length. He's bigger and longer than one of my ex who has an above-average one. I was really glad to see it. It made me feel like a woman woman that I'm in control of what I wish to do with his dick....

At this point my logic and my senses are entirely gone, only lust in my mind.... I really couldn't help myself but taste his big d.... I couldn't fit the whole thing in my mouth, so had to grab the bottom part with my hand. The other hand - I don't know how - went to his nice tight butt..... He started moaning.... fuck... fuck... fuck.... one of his hands also reached out for my butt too.....

I moved up and down which can be a bit tiring..... I lift up my head and started kissing him again..... I was fully on and this time I was aggressive.... I want him inside of me so badly so I asked... can we go to your place? He answered "my flatmates are all at home...." :( so sad!4

He wanted me to ride him in the car.... but the space was just too small :( I couldn't. So I continued with my mouth and tongue... as I said he's huge (to me), so I used my tongue and feel every side of his d. He was relaxed and was enjoying it so much. Him feeling that way made me high and made me feel sexy as hell. He actually lasts really long, I wish I could take him home!!! But unfortunatly that was the wrong day having a very untidy apartment. :(((

Anyways with my tongue and my hand, moving up and down, he told me that he his coming..... yea.... he is coming, with a flood.... it was all over his clothes....

He sanitised his hand and started to serve me..... he has long fingers and went really deep in me.... I was in heaven. I couldn't help moaning and god knows that I've never made these noises before, not with any of my ex! Wow.... that feeling was amazing, it REALLY was like how the books, how the movies described..... the orgasm.....

Sadly everything comes to an end..... it finished, and he kissed me goodbye and left like wind.....

I wish I could really do it again with him, and have real sex..... I miss the lust and the feeling.... It even made me wet and kept turned on for another half day.......