Hi,

I'm 35/m and I'm generally straight, but I love to suck cock.

Normally I use Grindr (or craigslist in the past) to arrange meets. I don't know why but I love guys who can be rough with me and use my throat. I usually meet once or twice a week in my flat.
My best experience was during the day (normally my meets are after dark because I like the anonymity of a dark room). I nearly messed it up, because I sent a typo in my address, but the guy followed up and eventually got here.
I did my normal routine, which is to get naked and hard, open my apartment door and buzz him into the security entrance. He came up the stairs and into my apartment where I was on my knees in my hall. He closed the door behind him. He had a bag of shopping (I don't know why) so he put that down and then he got his dick out. It was a good size (maybe 7") and he was neatly trimmed. I started to lick the shaft and began sucking him off. When he was hard he started to hold the back of my head and made me choke on it. He was thrusting his hips and telling me what a dirty cocksucker I was. I couldn't breathe, but I was so turned on. He gradually took all his clothes off while doing this.
Normally, I just suck guys off and nothing else, but this guy pulled out of my mouth and wiped his slobbery cock on my face. He told me to turn around so he could see my arse. This has happened before and normally I say "no",but I was into it with this guy. I didn't know what he would do - I've never been fucked so was pretty tense. He got on his knees too and was jerking me off from behind. He grabbed and crushed my balls really painfully. It was great.
Then I heard him spit and he put something in my arse. I still don't know if it was his dick or a couple of fingers, but whatever it was he rammed it in and out of my arse hard for a minute or so. (Later I realised he'd actually torn me a little).
He then told me to lie on my back. I did this and he squatted over me and fucked my face that way. Then he started to dunk his balls in my mouth. I licked and sucked them and tried to wank him off. Then he stood up again and told me to get on my knees. He spat on me and hit me with his big dick while he was masturbating. I literally begged him to cum on my face and he obliged. I fed myself the cum using my fingers to push it into my mouth. He put his clothes back on while I was covered in spunk and saliva. He turned and left. I had a shame wank and probably had the best orgasm of my life.
I don't know his name and I've never seen him again.