A few years ago, I was at a company wide meeting for work at a hotel out of state. I was pretty manic and hypersexual at the time. I work in compliance, so I assumed a lot of the salespeople are/were cautious of me. They were at first, but over the few days we were there, almost all of my drinks were bought by other people.

I’d been really careful with my drinking at these in the past, given my position. The rest of my department never went to the bars out of fear they’d hear something they needed to report. But I wanted to have fun, so I stayed at the bars with my coworkers.

I was pretty drunk, manic and thirsty my second night there. I was drinking with a friend from the office who I had a slight crush on years earlier. For the first and only time in my life I hit on him. And by that I mean I just straight up offered to suck his dick. He said no.

His reasoning was that he wouldn’t want to get head if it didn’t end in sex. And we both knew that he didn’t use condoms and I exclusively did (with non LTR). I was definitely not sure what to do with myself. The only time ever doing that and being rejected.

I told him I wouldn’t be offended if he just wasn’t interested, but he kept saying it wasn’t true. I kind of hoped he would just say he wasn’t interested, so I could move on with it. It boggled my brain - I love Deepthroating and couldn’t wrap my head around being interested but turning that down just because you’re not fucking after.

However, his BOSS literally asked me to fuck him the next night and I did. Even though we didn’t have condoms and he was married . It ended up being awesome that he turned me down, because I got to have one of the hottest experiences of my life just 24 hours later.