I've always been a people pleaser, that's never changed both in daily life and sexually, my pleasure comes from bringing others theirs.

For the best part of my active sex life l've taken a more dominant role. Meeting the needs of partners who like it rough and want me to take control. Given my size (9") it catered to that.

Internally whilst this was all consensual and totally fine on my end I longed for perhaps someone I feel I could open up to more. Let out parts of myself I had only thought of in secret.

Then I found my current partner and have fully embraced the switch lifestyle. Whilst we still do explore that more dominant side on occasion, I am much more content now delving into the depths of the kinkier submissive side of me.

Now in a FLR I love nothing more than to serve your desire. Want to use me as a footstool. Gladly, wrap me in clingfilm and just leave me on the living room floor for hours, just say when. You've allowed me to open up a cuckold/sissy side of myself I had kept hidden. We've found a chastity cage I can wear for short periods to make my cock pathetic. When I fill you I think of others doing so, being forced to watch from the corner of the room. Locked, bound, dressed in lingerie and heels, only worthy to clean you afterwards.

You allow me to give sensual massages to our friends, especially foot rubs, my biggest fetish, knowing that the contact will turn me on to no end but our dynamic doesn't permit me to play with other women. If I need something | seek it from males, reinforcing the submissive and sissy nature. I will be left in a state of perpetual horniness a play thing for your desire. There is nothing I want more than to see you happy.

I especially love it when we are having sex and you roll over, instruct me to be silent and still, read smut on your phone and use my cock to get yourself off then roll off leaving me laying there in the dark knowing l'll have blue balls by morning but that I won't touch myself without your express permission

This is the best lifestyle