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I shared a brief version of this story with someone I was chatting to on here, and was encouraged to share the full story. Fair warning, as the title suggests this is about a Consensual-Non-Consent experience in college and has some darker themes. I'm in my late 20's now, but this took place several years ago when I was 21 and just starting to explore the whole world of kinkier sex. Everything that occurred in this story was consensual, we had established red/yellow/green safewords, and had a baseline level of trust in each other that I would highly recommend if you want something similar. With that out of the way, onto the story:
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This all takes place back when I was in my last year of undergrad at college. I was somewhat of a late bloomer sexually, never having any of the seemingly typical high school experiences. That slowly, and then quickly changed during my college years. I had discovered how much fun casual sex was, how much I enjoyed dating and meeting new people, and coming into my last year of school had a consistent friend with benefits named Sofie.
Sofie and I met during our junior year at a party, sharing a joint in the backyard of some off campus house, quickly discovering we were both stoners who enjoyed making out while high. I still remember how fun that first make out session was in the dark late summer night, a loud party echoing around us, her soft lips the only thing on my mind.
Sofie was the same age as me but studying a completely different topic. We were from opposite parts of the country but had quite a bit in common personality wise. She was somewhat of a free-spirited wanna be hippy girl from a well off family, with long dirty blond hair and a few small tattoos spread out across her slender frame. She almost exclusively wore vintage jeans and band/concert tees and was very artsy, her apartment filled with her own abstract and esoteric paintings and drawings.
For the first month we knew each other, our typical routine would be to go for a walk and smoke weed, make out at one of our apartments, watch movies, make art together (or rather watch her make art), and hang out until one of us had to sleep. Eventually, we started having sex and opening up more and more to each other, and after a handful of hookups it became clear that we both might share some more intense kinks. We talked about being exclusive and a couple, but we had very different plans post college and didn't want to do distance, so we decided to just stay as friends with benefits, although we ended up both being exclusive anyway.
During those first few months, there were little moments where things would get rough, brief dirty talk that bordered on the taboo, neither of us fully letting our guard down in the moment, likely not wanting to get too intense too quickly. The sex we were having was fun, sometimes passionate, sometimes rough, and we had such good chemistry that we never really talked about what our kinks were, as things just flowed so smoothly in the moment.
That changed right after winter break. We were at one of my friends parties - a large final semester "rager". We were both fairly crossfaded, and after dancing with and teasing each other for hours, we snuck off back to my apartment fairly inebriated. That night was the roughest and most intense sex of our relationship - I can remember fucking her doggystyle while pulling her long hair aggressively, spanking her while I thrust in and out of her, Sofie dirty talking and begging for it harder. At one point after a position change her dirty talk got a little more degrading, saying "treat me like a whore", "keep going even if I beg you to stop", and to do "anything I wanted to her anytime I wanted".
Safe to say with her feeding me a stream of wild fantasies, I didn't last much longer, eventually unloading inside of her for the first time ever at her encouragement. We laid together silently for a little while, just some music on in the background, until eventually we started talking. I asked her if what she was saying were actual fantasies or just in the moment dirty talk, and after a little bit of shyness she admitted that she fantasized a lot about being used "against her will". We talked about it more, and she confessed how much the idea of CNC aroused her and how it was often the center of her fantasies when she got herself off. She went into detail about some of her fantasies, and as she talked more and more I could feel her getting aroused, her hips grinding against me as we cuddled, her hands drifting across my body.
Oddly enough, she shared that she sometimes had a recurring nightmare where a strange, shadowy figure breaks into her apartment and starts having sex with her while she sleeps. She said in the moment the dream is always terrifying, but when she wakes up she can't help but become incredibly aroused. Sofie said that her strongest orgasms always come in the middle of the night after this dream, and how despite it being terrifying she is captivated by the thought, comparing it to how you can't look away from a scary movie.
As we talked about if it was just a fantasy or if she actually wanted to try it I was getting hard again, and she started slowly jerking me off while telling me that if I wanted to try it with her she would love that. It was hard to talk logistics as I was getting more and more turned on, and our conversation died when she straddled me and started riding me aggressively, but we ended that night by deciding it was something we were both interested in.
The next day when we woke up I checked in since we were both sober, and the sentiment was the same. We talked about safe words, agreeing on red/yellow/green, and established a few other limits, but otherwise she wanted me to take the lead.
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For the next month or so we toyed with the idea without diving fully in. We experimented with tying her up, blindfolding her, and starting sex while she slept, but never went all the way into a CNC scene as personally I was still maybe a little hesitant or nervous, and the logistics of both having roommates made it difficult. Eventually though I felt fully comfortable with the idea, and started making a plan in my head.
Over our school's spring break, I knew that Sofie and I would both be staying on campus as we each had part time jobs. My roommate would still be around, but her roommate was going on a trip down to Mexico with some friends and would be gone for most of the week. Her apartment door had a digital keypad lock, and she had long since shared the code with me for convenience. Everything seemed to line up, and I spent a few days leading up to the break thinking through all the details, wanting to make it as realistic as possible for her.
The first few days of the break were rather mundane. I worked in the mornings while she worked afternoon shifts, but each night we would get together and hangout, have dinner together, go to our campus gym, then have sex before I went back to my apartment to get ready for the next morning of work. On the fourth night of this routine though I decided to go forward with my plan.
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After we ate and went back to her apartment from the gym, we smoked a little and took a shower together. We made out passionately in the shower while music played from her speaker, touched every inch of each other, then had some very passionate and slow sex in her bedroom. I made sure to spend extra time between her legs, getting her off before and after we fucked so she would be extra worn out. We spent the next hour cuddled up naked, just chatting while some movie played in the background. I gave her a shoulder and neck massage, and eventually told her how tired I was getting, saying that I needed to head back to my apartment so I could get ready for the next day at work and go to sleep.
I had already swapped shifts with a coworker to take an afternoon shift the next day, and after kissing her goodbye I got dressed and walked the fifteen or so minutes back to my place. On the way I grabbed a red bull from a convenience store to wake me back up, then back at my apartment changed into black sweatpants and a black hoodie, and sprayed myself with some new cologne I had purchased. I also grabbed the pair of soft velcro wrist cuffs we occasionally used, a small bottle of lube, and a blackout sleep mask, putting it all into the pocket of my hoodie for easy access.
After waiting for about an hour at my place to make sure she was asleep, I took a shot of cheap whiskey for some extra confidence, then walked back to her apartment. I knew from experience that after she smokes weed she sleeps like a rock, and my hope was that the combination of already having sex, smoking weed, and the massage would have her completely unaware of what was to come. I was as quiet as possible coming into her apartment, the stupid beeping keypad lock my only obstacle.
Thankfully as I crept back into her room in the dark, I could hear her heavy sleeping breath. There was the faintest glow of light coming in through her closed curtains, and I carefully took out the objects from my hoodie and placed them on her night stand. She was sleeping just the way I had left her - naked with a blanket only pulled up to around her stomach. She was on her side, one leg bent up to her hip, her arms wrapped around a large pillow. She looked so angelic laying there in the dark, but I pushed any sentimental thoughts out of my head.
I very carefully pulled the blanket off of her, pausing once when she briefly stirred, but thankfully her heavy breathing resumed as she rolled more onto her stomach. Once she was fully exposed, her legs were just barely spread, but thankfully both her hands were near each other, just peaking out from under the pillow she was cradling.
I knew the next part would be the hardest, but somehow I was able to slip the soft cuffs around each of her wrists without her even stirring. I didn't tighten them, just barely securing them for the time being. I took a brief moment to admire my work, my eyes having finally adjusted to the darkness. Her silhouette was so sensual, soft curves on her slender frame, the sides of her breasts teasing out from underneath her. I quietly stepped out of my sweatpants, leaving me in just my hoodie. I was rock hard in anticipation and spread a generous amount of lube on myself, then took one final breath to calm myself, knowing she would soon be awake.
As smoothly as I could, in one quick motion I got onto the bed above her, spread her legs, and thrust myself inside of her. I felt her wakeup just as the tip of my cock entered her, sensing her body tighten up and a sharp breath of air enter her lungs. My right hand quickly tightened the restraints around her wrist as my left wrapped under her head and sealed tightly against her lips. I could feel her let out a panicked yelp into my palm just in time, muffling the sound of her surprise and worry. As my cock bottomed out inside of her, I whispered in her ear in a deeper tone than usual to "shut the fuck up" and "don't even think about crying for help".
She struggled beneath me briefly as I rested my body weight on top of her, keeping a hand across her mouth as my other pinned her cuffed wrists above her head. I could hear muffled moans against my hand as she writhed her legs kicking slightly. Eventually as she started to settle I slowly thrust in and out of her, whispering in her ear how I had been watching her for days, how no one was coming to help her, and then specifically said how "no amount of begging would get me to stop". She had used that specific phrase several times when we dirty talked about this sort of scenario, and when I said it I could feel her body soften ever so slightly from the sense of panicked tension that had overtaken her.
I asked if she was going to be a good whore and not cry for help if I let go of her mouth, and after she nodded and moaned, I moved my left hand to the back of her head, gripping her hair and pulling her head up away from the bed. I started fucking her harder while continuing to say some rather dark and degrading things to her. I don't know exactly where it was all coming from, but I tried to just let my mind take me and indulge in the darker and more intense side of this whole kink.
After the first minute or two once I was fucking her with a more steady rhythm, still controlling her body and making sure she couldn't see me, I leaned in close and kissed her neck aggressively to leave a mark, then checked in for the first time. I let go of her hair and wrapped my hand gently around the front of her throat, then simply whispered in a questioning tone, "green?".
She responded "green" in the sexiest, most desperate voice I'd ever heard her use, and hearing that I tightened my grip around her throat, whispered "what a good little whore", then thrust into her harder and harder. Her body had essentially gone limp, and I let go of her restrained wrists and reached out to grab the blindfold and bottle of lube off her nightstand. With a little maneuvering and manhandling I got the blindfold on her, then leaned up onto my knees, pulling her with me into doggystyle.
I continued thrusting, my hands aggressively squeezing her hips as she started moaning louder and louder. One of our predetermined limits was no anal sex, but she was okay with fingers. I squeezed some lube into my hand, then as I was fucking her started rubbing small circles around her ass with my slick fingers.
She moaned as my fingers circled her hole, and I started telling her how I've been watching her in the gym, admiring her ass, how I'd been thinking about finally getting to take it for myself, and how irresistible she was now that she was finally mine. I knew this would be pushing a little bit and I had no intention of actually fucking her, but I wanted to add to the realness and enhance the feeling of the unknown.
As I continued to toy with her, I told her to beg for me not to fuck her ass, slowly sliding my thumb in. She moaned out sharply, then started almost whimpering and begging me, saying "please, just use my pussy ... please don't ... I can't handle it".
I fucked her harder, then slipped a second finger in. I told her "but look how good you're taking my fingers ... I think you could take my cock if you really tried ... it's not like you have a choice anyway slut".
She moaned out again as our hips thrust together, her soft voice repeating "please no ... please ... anything else".
I was starting to get incredibly worked up and knew I wasn't going to last all that much longer, but wanted to tease her as long as possible. I spoke again, saying "God you're such a pathetic slut begging for me not to use your ass. I guess I'll just have to cum deep inside of you".
I felt her pussy clench around my cock when I said this and she moaned out loudly. Most of the time I either pulled out or wore a condom - she was on birth control but wanted to be careful, and I had only ever finished inside of her a handful of times. Her moans were deep and intense as I continued, telling her "I was trying to do you a favor by cumming in your ass ... but I guess you're just such a depraved slut that you want me to fill you up. Hopefully nothing bad happens after that ... what will your boyfriend think of you getting pregnant ... will you convince him that it's his?"
I knew again I was taking a risk with this line of dirty talk, but thankfully it seemed to be working, as she moaned out and started begging again. "Please ... please don't ... please I'll do anything else."
I responded with a laugh, saying "you're doing an awful lot of bargaining for someone who has no choice."
I felt her pussy convulse again ... then again, as I continued teasing at the idea of finishing inside of her. She would occasionally cum from PIV, but for the most part needed head to finish, but I noticed the telltale signs of her body shuddering, her legs shaking, and her moans getting higher pitched as she approached an orgasm.
I held a steady pace fucking her from behind, but reached up and grabbed her hair, this time pushing her head down into the bed to add some leverage as I thrusted. I told her "Look at you ... getting so worked up by the thought of a stranger cumming inside of you. What a perfect little slut, so desperate ... you're going to cum aren't you ... I bet you secretly want me to fill you up."
As I finished that sentence, I felt her body start to convulse. I tightened my grip in her hair, pushing her face harder into the bed as her moans become muffled by the pillow. Her pussy squeezed tightly around me and it took everything in my being to not unload inside of her as her orgasm rippled through her. I kept my full weight on top of her as she writhed beneath me, noticing her hands struggling against the cuffs.
She moaned and started breathing heavily as her orgasm began to subside, but not wanting to give her a break I pulled my cock out of her for the first time since this all started, then aggressively flipped her onto her back. I moved up to straddle her chest, taking a brief moment to pinch and twist at her nipples, causing her to writhe and struggle against me.
I broke character for the first time, involuntarily saying "god that was so fucking hot", but then added "as a reward for being such a pathetic whore I'll let you swallow my cum instead".
She muttered out a "thank you", and before I even had to do anything she opened her mouth wide and stuck her tongue out. My knees pressed on either side of her torso as I leaned forward and slid my cock across her tongue, then between her lips. I told her "be a good girl for me and swallow every last drop", and as she moaned in response started thrusting in and out of her mouth.
One of my hands cradled her cheek, the other grabbing her hands, our fingers intertwining as I pinned them above her head. I was already so close to cumming that it didn't take long, her warm, saliva coated mouth bringing me rapidly to an orgasm. As I felt it approaching I didn't give her any warning, but slid my cock as deep as I could and moaned out as I finished down her throat. Her tongue slid along the underside of my cock as I orgasmed, sending ripples through my body.
Just as I had asked, she swallowed every last drop, and as the post orgasm calmness and clarity washed over me I gently undid her wrist restraints. Before taking off her blindfold, I took a moment to admire her body, a soft glimmer of sweat on her chest. I leaned down and kissed her lips gently, then down her neck, then across her chest. I took one of her nipples in my mouth and sucked on it gently, then kissed my way down her stomach. I gave her pussy a few brief kisses, savoring the wetness and heat radiating from her. She was breathing heavily, seemingly a flood of emotions and exhaustion washing over her.
As I kissed back up her body she wrapped her arms under my hoodie and around my lower back, pulling me in for another deep kiss. I slipped the blindfold off of her, then kissed her ear gently, telling her that we should go wash up. She protested briefly but then relented, a sleepy, seemingly submissive attitude washing over her.
I slipped my hoodie off then wrapped my arms around her, her legs wrapping around my hips. I carried her to her bathroom, turning on just the soft lamp on one of her bathroom shelves. She hopped down off of me and used the toilet while the shower heated up, and once we got in I washed her body gently, soaping and massaging her back, legs, butt, and chest. I quickly rinsed off as well, then dried us both off as her arms draped around my shoulders and her head leaned into me.
Finally I carried her back to bed and crawled under the covers with her, pulling her into a spooning position and kissing the back of her neck gently until we both drifted to sleep.
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In the morning we both woke up incredibly horny, and as we started talking about everything we loved about the previous night, I couldn't help but crawl under the sheets and bring her to another orgasm with my tongue. While I was eating her out, I made her recount everything she could remember about what I had done to her, and she came to an orgasm in record time.
After she had orgasmed, she pulled me up and laid me on my back, then straddled me and started riding me. I didn't last long, and as I told her I was getting close expecting her to hop off, she continued riding, then said "next time we do that cum inside of me no matter how much I beg", then pinned my hands to the bed, leaned down, kissed my neck, and whispered "cum for me".
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