This happened when I (M19) was at university, studying for a statistics math degree.

It was a male dominated course with only one female. She was a stereotypical butch lesbian. Very boyish, didn't wear make up and like going out drinking with the boys (sometimes even being their wing lady).

Our course group often hung out together, sometimes for revision or just to let off some steam. I've grown to like her like a cool older sister during the first 2 semesters.

Towards the end of the first year. She had made it very clear that she wasn't going to continue.

The guys wanted to do a sort of leaving run for her. She didn't want to make a big fuss over it. So we just had a drink at our dorm rec room.

We ended up ordering Chinese and went through a few bottles of vodka, rum and port. Everyone got thoroughly wasted and one by one, retired to their dorm.

Me and Brenda were amongst the last 4 people. When I made an excuse to go, she asked if I could help her get to her room (her room was 3 doors down from me).

We stumble down the hallway. Once we got to her door. She asked if I wanted to come in to watch a film.

The question caught me off guard and my shock reaction was:

"No, wtf".

I gave her a punch on the shoulder, told her I would see her tomorrow and walked down to my room.

I crashed on my bed, fully clothed. I slept for about 30 minutes, when I started sobering up and realised morning me, would really appreciate it. If I drank some water and brushed my teeth.

As I was brushing my teeth. I pondered if Brenda meant something more, when she invited me into her room.

The possibilities started to get me aroused. Brenda was quite masculine, didn't wear make up, but she did have good skin and a pretty face.

In my horny drunk state. I began masterbating to the thought of what could have been doing in her room.

I thought about going to her door and giving it a knock. Maybe we'll start making out at the door and maybe she'll invite me in again.

But then again. Maybe it was all in my head. In all the time I've known her, she had shown no interest in men. If anything she seems to hate us.

I tried to finish, but couldn't quite get myself to orgasm. Suddenly during my frustration, there was a knock at the door.

It was 3 am, who could it be. It could be anyone, but I thought it was most likely going to be Brenda.

I quickly tuck my boner into my waist band and open the door slightly to see who it was. It was Brenda. She stood there, still in the same clothes she wore hours earlier.

Tears running down her face. She asked if she could come into my room. I asked her what was wrong. She said she just can't be alone right now.

"What do you need me to do" I asked her "Can we just cuddle for a bit" she asked

Was I dreaming? I was just masterbating to this scenario. If I was dreaming, I wanted to know how far this could go.

I checked if anyone else was down the hallway. I told her we should go to her room, as she had a bigger bed.

She agreed, wiped the tears from her face and seemed visibly happier.

She walked to her door and I followed her like a ninja, checking to make sure no one saw me go into her room.

In her room, I asked if she had brushed her teeth. She said no and that she doesn't want to. I told her that in the morning she will really appreciate it.

I also persuaded her to drink water and helped pick out some pyjamas for her to get into too. It was actually really wholesome helping her get into bed.

She got into bed and I sat up next to her. We sat next to each other in silence for only a few seconds, but it felt like minutes were going by.

"How do you wanna do this" I asked

"You can spoon me whilst we watch a film?" She replied.

She puts on Fellowship and we spooned under the duvet. I had a boner the entire time and I'm pretty sure she could feel it, pressed against her back. But ignored it.

10 minutes after Frodo meets Aragorn. She confessed that she had invited other men to "cuddle" before.

"What do you mean" I inquire

She said she would invite men to go to bed with her. But it wasn't a sex thing.

"So what did you guys do?" I asked

"We just cuddle and snuggle, sometimes that's all you need" she replied.

We get to the bit when the fellowship gets to Rivendel. She finally confesses that sometimes they would also have sex.

"So it is a sex thing..." I sarcast

"So are you're not a lesbian then" I continued

She was adamant she was a lesbian and got angry when I suggested she might be bisexual.

She was close to kicking me out, when she explained that sometimes she just wanted a dick, not the man it was attached to, just a hard cock.

"So what do you want from me" I asked sheepishly

"Well, if you are willing, we can have sex" she hesitantly replied.

Because she had declared herself a lesbian. I never saw doing anything with her as a possibility. But in that moment. Still a little drunk and very horny. I casually agreed to have sex.

I roll on top of her and we began making out. She grabbed my cock and started stroking it. I don't know whether because she was a lesbian or because she drunk. But she was very aggressive jerking me off.

She was tugging on it like a rope. I had to tell her to stop. I took her panties off and proceeded to go down her. She stopped me and told me she just wanted my dick.

This was the first time any girl has refused head from me. I then tried to slip in a finger to test the waters. Again she told me stop, she wants me dick not my fingers.

I felt a little deflated. I position myself in-between her legs. Began rubbing my cock on her slit. Then suddenly I remembered.

"Oh do you have a condom" I blurted out, as I was rubbing precum onto her pussy.

She paused for a bit then said "are you clean"

"Yeah" I said

"Then its fine then" she said reassuringly

I didn't need much reassurance. She was really wet and I was fully inside her in a few thrusts.

Her pussy felt good, but fucking her was like having to fight someone. She was also thrusting and sometimes not in sync with my thrusts. So my cock would often slip out.

I also noticed she would rub herself against my thigh and managed to make herself cum. I guess that's what lesbian would consider, scissoring.

After she came twice, she stopped struggling and laid back. I fucked her steadily in missionary, cupping her ass with one hand, so I could get deeper inside her.

Her moans encouraged to fuck her until I finished. I assumed she was on birth control, as she said it was fine to not use a condom.

I laid on top of her for a few minutes, when I finally pulled out. She was already asleep. I laid next to her and got some sleep myself.

The next time I woke up. The credit was playing, so I guessed we had slept for maybe an hour.

She was still laying in the position I left her. Leg spread, pussy out.

Observing her spread eagle position, I started to get hard again. I got back on top of her. Her pussy felt even wetter and more slick.

I entered her slowly and held her tight. She opened her eyes slightly as I was entering her. As I fucked her, she quietly moaned and licked her lips.

I didn't last long and came again before the credit roll ended. I rested for a few minutes before thinking it was a good idea for me to sneak out before anyone catches us.

I covered her with a duvet and quietly sneaked out.

It was very awkward the next few days. She appeared to not remember anything from that night and I didn't wanna push it. But there was definitely tension between us.

Finally she admitted remembering the event, but made me promise not to tell any of our friends. She joked about me making her brushed her teeth.

I ended up taking to her to the pharmacy for plan B. As it turned out she wasn't on birth control.

She left the following week without saying goodbye to anyone. I never saw her again.