My cousin is a somewhat well known social media figure, she’s married now but up until then she was always a tease and still is on social media and whatnot with how she dresses. She and her side of the family are from Italy, while my side moved to the US, so I only ever saw her a few times a year at most, but we were still somewhat close. We got close when I was older heading into college because she is 6-7 years older and we’d talk about careers and life and what not.

Now she is absolutely beautiful, a boys wet dream. She does well in her field and in social media partly because of it and she’s not afraid to show off her chest and figure, she’s even admitted it. Plus she’s drop dead gorgeous, great hair, everything. It also helps that she’s from Italy and speaks Italian and has that accent, ugh.

I have always found her attractive but not in a “I want to fuck her” kind of way. That was until I got older and she started really looking amazing online posting some fun pictures showing off her body. Even when I’d see her she was always wearing outfits that showed off her figure and her hair always looked so great.

I don’t think any guy WOULDN’T think the same thing as me, I bet every one of my guy family members have at least checked her out once, even if it was for a few seconds. So hopefully I’m just not a freak

So yeah, I jerked off to her time to time, whether it was her IG or something. Never did anything more or creepy, I’d never want to make her uncomfortable or go through her panty drawer when we were at family get togethers or something, but I definitely checked her out when I could.

So one night I was hanging out with her and my other cousins and family just having some alcohol and whatever because we all went over my grandparents house for a wedding party of sorts. I was sitting next to “her” and my other cousin and his girl wanted a picture together. My hot cousin didn’t have her phone on her so I offered mine to take the pictures. Now I should have known better but I wasn’t thinking, I gave my hot cousin my phone unlocked to take a picture of them cause I had to run to pee real quick.

Now, this why this was also the most embarrassing and horrifying thing for me. But I have had a few pictures of her that I really liked to “enjoy” for myself saved in my photos, I usually delete them but sometimes it’s nice to just look at (yeah call me a perv or whatever, I don’t care).

I come back to them and my cousin is just eyeing me down in a very concerning way but she almost had this smile on her face. It was hard to tell what she was thinking but I knew something was up. She didn’t say anything but she handed me my phone back. When she handed it up back, naturally I looked at it and unlocked it and then…. My face dropped and I instantly just wanted to drop dead. She knew. There was one of her sexy pics there right as I unlocked it, she wanted me to know that she knew. I saw her looking up at my face, I knew I was turning red and looking like a deer in headlights

“What’s wrong?” She said

“Uhhh I gotta go take a call real quick” I said something like that to some bullshit and quickly walked out of there. I was so embarrassed and honestly I felt horrible. I never would want her to know about my private sexual thoughts about her and I was dying inside because if this got out I’d be the family creep.

I walked away to the front of the house to a living room where no one was just trying to calm down and thinking what to say to her. Then shortly after she walked in. Fuck me. At this point I felt like I was fucked and she was gonna lay into me, but this is when I learned she is probably the coolest cousin I have.

“Listen, what you do on your own time is your business, I get it, don’t freak out” she said, well something like that

I started apologizing profusely and tried explaining how, why, and all that. That she’s a beautiful woman that posts some hot stuff and that it’s hard not to see her that way even know I should know better.

“Shut up, seriously don’t worry, I really don’t care or mind even, just keep it to yourself and we’re cool”

Then she came over and gave me hug and I just said thanks for not freaking out and not making a big deal out of it. But what melted me was when we were about to leave the room she stopped me for a second and also said “this doesn’t mean you have to stop either, everyone has their thing” she smiled and then we went back out to the party. When she said that I was so relieved and also so turned on.

So after that I didn’t see her for a few months or close to a year but she came back to the US and stayed at my families house while I was in college still. The weekend was coming up and she texted me asking if I wanted to hang out and go out for a drink. I was nervous to say yes cause I still felt bad about the whole thing even though she clearly didn’t care, but I said yeah sure why not.

We met up on a Friday night at a nice upscale bar. Of course, she was looking amazing, wearing a casual dress thing that hugged her figured so well, I was already nervous to see her after what happened but now I was like a statue. She clearly noticed I was all nervous and awkward so she told me to loosen up, so we got some cocktails and just had catch up chat. I was trying so hard not to look at her cleavage and that too was also obvious cause she would just smile every time my eyes accidentally wandered. We never really talked about what happened before and as I had a couple drinks I loosened up and we did have a good time.

After that bar she mentioned a “club” of sorts down the street she saw and said we should go to have some fun, I said fuck it why not, I knew the place and been there before, it’s really nice and new and it’s more of a dance club. We got in there and we were both definitely tipsy but ordered another drink and got into the crowd that was listening to music, we started dancing and having fun with the other people, it got a bit crowded so her and I got close. When this happened she turned around and backed up into me. It was hard to tell if it was on purpose or not until she started moving to the music again and at this point her ass was all over my groin. It was subtle enough to make me question if it was intentional but there was enough movement that I was losing it. This lasted for a bout a minute or two and my dick got rock hard, I couldn’t control it, her ass looked phenomenal in that dress and she smelled so good, hair was down looking amazing and it was all right in front of me moving on me. There’s no way she didn’t feel my dick, because once I was fully erect her movements got way more intense, after about a minute or two she stopped and turned around and we continued how we were before.

She was fucking teasing me, as she has since she found out what I do on my free time, no wonder she wore what she wore and smiled when I’d accidentally look at her breasts which were on full display. But she never said a word, acted like nothing happened. I swear if she kept moving on me for another minute or two I would’ve came in my pants. We ended the night normally and said our goodbyes and that was that. I just remember going home and jerking off like crazy to what just happened.

Ever since that we never have spoke about it, but every time I see her she’ll in the slightest way tease me. Like when she met my fiancee she hyped me up saying “oh he’s the best cousin, he’s always been so supportive of me”

Luckily it hasn’t been awkward at all since this happened, whenever I see her it’s very natural and she always gives me a smile when she sees me. I find myself wanting her so bad, and no one knows, it’s agony. She’s now married though, married a guy in the same status level and they’re happy so obviously nothing will ever happen. I doubt she would’ve took it further anyway, she’s not that kind of girl and wouldn’t risk her reputation and career, I think she just enjoyed the admiration and tease she got with a younger guy like me. I don’t think I would’ve actually fucked her either, well idk, in the moment, she’s so ridiculously hot it would be hard to say no. It helped she lived in Europe so it’s not like we seemed like “family family”, if that makes sense. And with all that said, I still get my rocks off to her time to time, it’s a fun secret I’ll happily die with.