This is my first ever time I’ve ever written about an experience of mine like this so I’m sorry if it’s not perfect or badly structured. But I hope you enjoy it <3

Okay so I’m 19 and have been quite into being a little bit slutty on Reddit, showing off my body with quite degrading captions. But this incident kinda even shocked me.

So a guy DM’d me on here a few days ago and we got chatting. He was a bit older (late 20s), hot and dominant asf, said all the right things and I’m quite easy so he told me to send him more while he enjoyed himself to my pics. I sent him quite a few more pictures of me with my ass and body on display captioned with some super degrading stuff with me detailing what a little toy I was for him, how I belonged to his BWC, how my purpose was only to serve him and ofc calling him Daddy, Master and Sir haha. I helped him finish and I thought that was that. I get a lot of DMs and I’m a bit of a nymph so I kinda just decided to move onto the next guy.

The next day he sent me another message asking me when we’d do it again, but I just ignored him because I kinda wanted to piss him off and see how he responded. On reflection that was probably a mistake hahaha! As soon as he sent me that message, I made sure to post on Reddit and leave a few comments so he knew that I was online. He absolutely saw this and texted how he knew I was online and then said he’d make sure I get punished for ignoring him on purpose. Seeing that message made me so excited that I just couldn’t resist falling for his bait. I then responded with ‘Oh really 🙄’. He didn’t respond for like 30 minutes and I just thought to myself that he was all talk and decided to move on. Then he suddenly just sent me a couple of pictures.

He had printed out a stack of the pics on my profile and the ones I’d sent him! He then sent me a picture of how he’d posted my nudes in his Group Chat, with him boasting how much of an easy slut I was, with his friends all reacting to it and loving it. We had talked a bit about our kinks and I’d mentioned how public exhibition and being shared was one of mine, but I honestly didn’t expect this. He then said to me ‘Look how much my friends love you, I’m going to share you with the whole world’. He detailed how he was going to physically post those nudes of me that he printed out in a bunch of bar bathrooms, public bathrooms and around his area. My heart honestly sank and I got so panicked, literally embarrassing myself begging him not to do that and saying how I’d do anything for him to stop. He literally just ignored my frantic texts and said ‘Too late. You’re getting what you deserve.’

Over the course of 5 hours, he sent me pictures one by one of him sticking up my posts in a series of bathrooms (and in each stall), on a few lampposts and in some alleyways. A couple of them he’d even gone out of his way to write my username on.

I felt so gross and icky knowing loads of drunk, and random men were going to see me with captions of me degrading myself so badly. I felt so disrespected with this total violation of my boundaries.

But the worst thing was I secretly found it so thrilling and hot. I loved begging him not to go around posting my pics and asking him to please stop when he sent me updates. I loved how he just ignored my pleas and told me that it was what I deserved. I loved how helpless I felt and I loved seeing how much he enjoyed using me in that way.

A few hours after he was done, he sent me a follow up text (after ignoring me continuously) about how he was done with me. He’d used me as much as he wanted and just threw me away. Ughh lowkey never had a man treat me like that and I felt like I got what I deserved lol.

I haven’t had anyone find me from this incident so I guess I can count myself somewhat lucky. But the thought of so many random men seeing me on a Friday night like some sort of cheap whore makes me laugh.

Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed it

Love, Ava 💖