I'm so crazy anxious right now and have to get this out before reality comes crashing down but last night was so crazy and I'm hoping it's the first step towards a lot of fun.

Justice at the stage, I've been with my boyfriend for a couple of years now and from the beginning he's known that I have a crazy high sex drive and enjoy hooking up with lots of different guys. When we got together, he told me I could continue having fun as long as he didn't know anything about it. Don't ask don't tell type of situation. We moved in together earlier this year which made it more difficult to hide but in recent months, he started to ask me little details here and there and has shown indications that he might be interested in knowing more or even doing more. I actually posted about this in detail in a previous post if you're interested but that pretty much sets the stage.

My boyfriend and I actually met a few years ago when I still lived in California through a friend of a friend. We first talked at a Halloween party that I was at and he met me wearing a slutty school girl outfit. When I say slutty, I mean a white button up that I had tied in the front, no bra. So in direct light you can definitely see my nipples, and a super short plaid skirt with no panties so anytime I would bend over or sit down, everything was on full display pretty much. As we were planning what we were going to dress up as for Halloween, he brought up that costume and told me that he wanted me to wear it again and that he would be dressed as a teacher.

Last night we had plans on going to a Halloween party hosted at a music club that we go to frequently. I got dressed but when I told him that I was ready, he told me that was not the same costume that I wore when he met me. By that, he was referring to the fact that I was actually wearing a bralette underneath, and panties. Now, my boyfriend has never been one to tell me to dress more modestly or not to wear certain things, but he's also never encouraged me to go to that extreme. Back then, I used to do things like that all the time, but in recent years I've come to dress a little more modestly I guess. So he definitely caught me off guard when he told me that he wanted me to go out completely commando especially given how short my skirt was. At first I laughed it off, but he walked up to me, and he pulled the panties off of me himself before picking me up and sitting me on the kitchen table, eating me out, and then fucking me. While he told me that I was going to do exactly what he wanted me to do. I was so wet and came so fucking hard from him taking control like that. So, the bra came off and the panties stayed home.

We got picked up by an Uber and the entire way there he couldn't stop secretly touching my pussy. I'm almost certain that the Uber driver could smell my pussy in his car because I certainly could. We got to the bar and the place was already pretty busy. It's been awhile since I had dressed in this manner so I was absolutely self-conscious, being careful every time I would lean on the bar or take a seat. My boyfriend was absolutely loving it though and he kept on commenting on how much he loved knowing that my pussy was just out in the open but also how easily you could see my nipples through my shirt. It's a side of him that I hadn't seen before but I was loving it.

Of course I was able to relax as the night went on and as I got some liquid courage into me. There was a guy at the bar who was randomly buying people shots and he bought me and my boyfriend one. I've always been a flirtatious person. It's just a part of my personality. I've always thought that I'm just being friendly, but everyone tells me that it is more than friendly, which is probably how I typically end up in the situations that I end up in. Anyway, this guy was buying shots so of course I was being friendly with him and we ended up joining the little friend group that he was there with. He definitely started talking directly to me quite a bit, but obviously it was a very fun and open atmosphere. I needed to go to the bathroom and I asked my boyfriend to come with me. Given how I was dressed, I knew that it would be a bad idea for me to just walk through the crowd on my own. When I came out of the bathroom, my boyfriend grabbed me and gave me a huge wet kiss and told me that even though he was a little bit jealous of the flirting, he also thought that it was kind of hot that I was doing it right in front of him. I asked him if it really seemed like I was flirting and he said yes. But in reality, once again, I thought I was just being friendly.

We went back to the little group and continued having a great time. Plenty of drinking and dancing. We were taking a little dance break when a song came on that I just had to dance to and I asked my boyfriend to come with me but he said that he wanted to rest a little more and asked the shots guy if he would dance with me instead. I've danced with guys in front of my boyfriend before but it's typically been guys that he knows, part of our friend group, and clearly very innocent. This felt very different and the shots guy did not shy away from dancing close to me. Let's just say that he ended up realizing that I didn't have any underwear. I told him it was my boyfriend's idea and of course typical guy, said that he would never let a girlfriend of his do something like that. “Good thing I'm not your girlfriend” I said to him.

After a bit more dancing, I was ready for some water and a break again. My boyfriend and I went to the bar to get some more drinks and he started to ask me if he was the type of guy that I would usually hook up with if he weren't there. I didn't shy away from the question and told him that yeah, probably. He asked me what it was about him that I liked, and I explained to him that it wasn't so much the physical attributes as much as it was his overall vibe and attitude. The fact that he was at the bar buying random people shots and clearly was the party guy of his group showed how much fun he was and just came across as a guy who would be a lot of fun in bed too. My boyfriend grabbed me, pulled me into him and held his arm around my waist and whispered in my ear “If you want to go home with him and fuck him, I'd be okay with that”.

I absolutely fucking melted. I felt like I could have left a puddle at my feet from how wet that made me. Or more wet because I was already pretty horny.

“You would really be okay with it?” I asked

“I mean, it's not like you're not getting dick on the side all the time anyway right? Maybe it's time that I stop pretending like it's not happening?” He replied.

It was loud there, so it was really difficult to decipher from his tone if he was upset, excited, or what. But he had this grin on his face that showed me that he was not faltering at all. There was this look of confidence in him that was so damn attractive in that moment.

“Do you want to fuck him?” He asked me since I didn't say anything.

“Yeah. But I don't want to go home with him. I want to go home with you.” I replied before kissing him and grabbing his hand to put it under my short skirt so he could feel just how wet I was.

“What if I told you that I want you to fuck him?* He said after our kiss and then grabbed my hand and put it on his crotch and I felt how hard his cock was over his pants.

“I would think that's so fucking hot and I fucking love you, and that just makes me want you even more”

We shared another deep kiss, smiled at each other and went back to join the group. As the night started to wind down, some people started leaving. I could see my boyfriend constantly giving me this look of intrigue anytime that the shots guy was talking to me. I almost felt like he was secretly watching me from afar even though he was right there in front of me. I don't know what got into me, but I ended up sitting on the shots guys lap and put my arms around his neck. It felt so intimate and my boyfriend sat there and watched without nearly a reaction. The shots guy put his hand on my leg and he slowly started to move it to caress my thigh. I then immediately got off of him because I felt like I was about to do something that would cross the line. I used the excuse of needing to go to the bathroom and my boyfriend followed me. I had to splash some water in my face because my adrenaline was definitely pumping. When I came out of the bathroom, once again my boyfriend was waiting for me.

“So, you gonna go home with him?” He asked in the calmest tone I've ever heard.

My heart was racing. I absolutely wanted this guy at this point, but the idea of leaving my boyfriend just didn't sit well with me for some reason. So, I offered a counter proposal.

“No. I want to go home with you. But I do want him. So what if I ask him to come home with us?” He was definitely caught off guard by the idea and remained silent for a bit. “If we're going to do this, I want you to be there. But I know it's a lot, so if you don't want it or you're just not ready, then let's just go home just you and me and you can have me all to yourself”

He put a hand on each one of my hips, then just gave me a peck on the lips.

“I'm going to go settle the tab. Why don't you go find out if he wants to come with us?” He replied before walking over to the bar.

Again, instantly wet. The way that he just walked away towards the bar was so fucking hot and as fun as the idea of getting new dick sounded, I just wanted my boyfriend so badly. I took a few seconds to compose myself and then walked back over to the group which at that point was just him and two other friends. They were talking about going to someone's house for a little after party and I just casually asked him if he wanted to come back to our place for a little private after party there. He definitely tried to play it cool, but I could tell from the look on his face as well as the look on his friend's faces that his mind was spinning. His friends definitely got a clue though and told him that they were going to take off and he stayed behind with me. I ended up taking a seat on his lap again and when my boyfriend found us, we were kissing. I turned my face and hid it away as if I had just been caught. My boyfriend just calmly asked if we were ready and said that he had already ordered an Uber for us. The three of us walked outside and maythe as much small talk as possible. My literal ass was cold as we stood outside so my boyfriend held me from behind trying to keep me as warm as possible. When the Uber finally pulled up, my boyfriend opened the door for me as he always does, and I climbed in taking the middle seat while my boyfriend and shots guy sat on either side of me. It was so fucking hot.

When we got to the house, I think the reality of it all hit my boyfriend all of a sudden. That confidence that I saw at the bar had washed away. I could see that he was nervous and didn't know what to do or what to say. I asked him to help me with the bottle of wine in the kitchen but it was really just an excuse to check in with him. He asked if he should just go to the real or his office and leave us alone. I definitely did not want that. I didn't want him to be stuck in a room while I was having fun with this guy.

“No, I don't want you to leave. I want you there with. I want you to watch. But if that's too much, we can just ask him to leave” I said to him.

“No no, I don't want him to leave. Just tell me what to do” he replied.

“You don't need to do anything except sit there, be there with me, and look at me. And if if you want me to stop, just tell me and I'll stop” I explained to him and then we shared a tender kiss. The type of kiss that tells me how much he loves me without saying the words.

We went back to the living room, and I ended up sitting on the couch next to shots guy and my boyfriend sat on the lounger. We chatted for a few more minutes and then I made the first move. I turned and kissed shots guy before grabbing his hand, opening my legs, and putting his hand between my thighs. He immediately started teasing my pussy lips and clit which of course made me sigh and moan. I reached for his crotch and rubbed his cock over his pants before undoing them and snaking my hand into them to feel his cock in my hand. I pulled away from the kiss and looked at my boyfriend as I pulled out this guy's cock and began to jerk him off. I audibly asked my boyfriend if he was okay, and he told me not to stop. So I leaned down, and while maintaining eye contact with my boyfriend, I took shots guy's cock into my mouth and began blowing him.

I will say, this was probably the absolute hottest moment of the night for me, because the moment that I wrapped my lips around his dick, I heard them both say “Oh fuck” at the exact same time. The idea that I had one guy moaning oh fuck because he was enjoying my mouth, and my boyfriend saying oh fuck because he was watching me take a stranger's dick into my mouth, is fucking hot.

The angle that I was leaning at was not the most comfortable, and definitely not the most conducive to a good blowjob. So I ended up getting on my knees in front of the couch and started to properly suck his dick. He eventually reached down and undid my top which I immediately took off. He started playing with my tits and grabbed me to position me between his thighs so he could titty fuck me. After some of that, he asked if he could fuck me. I looked up at him and told him that it was up to my boyfriend. Shots guy looked across at my boyfriend while he had his cock in between my tits, and asked him if he could fuck me.

“Fuck yes, please” he replied.

Hearing him say please, made me melt but also giggle inside at the same time. He was clearly enjoying watching me be a slut and I was loving putting on a show for him. I smiled, and initially got up to straddle shots guy, but then told him to hold on and I turned around to squat on him facing my boyfriend with my legs spread. I wanted him to have a clear view of the cock going inside of me. I lifted up the skirt to make sure that his view wasn't being impeded by anything. I kind of hovered over the cock and looked at my boyfriend.

“Are you sure?” I asked him one more time.

He just nodded and I saw him readjust himself.

“Pull it out babe. It's okay. You can jerk off while you watch. I want you to jerk off watching you” I told him.

Sure enough, he pulled out his erection and started to stroke himself as he watched me squat down onto the cock. All three of us moaned. I started with a slow pace and built up a rhythm. Shots guy reached around and played with my clit with one hand while he played with my tits with the other and my boyfriend and I just stared at each other. Well, more like he was staring at my pussy getting fucked and I was staring at his hand jerking his hard cock. After a bit, I ended up laying on the couch so that shots guy could fuck me missionary. It wasn't long before he was ready to cum and I told him not to pull out and he didn't.

I could tell that he got hit with that post nut clarity awkwardness and he wasn't sure what to do. He asked where the bathroom was and I pointed him towards it. I was laying there naked. Had my boyfriend just stared at me in aww still in the chair, still jerking off.

“Come here. Kiss me.” I told him.

He walked over to me, and despite the raunchiness of everything, he gave me the most tender kiss and told me he loved me.

“Baby. I want you to eat all the cum out of me” I told him softly.

He looked down at my used pussy which was already leaking but didn't say anything.

“It's okay. I know you want to. I want you to. All of it baby. Lick every last drop for me. Then you can fuck me any way you want”

Without saying a word, he spread my legs and dove right in. The sounds he was making while sucking and licking the cum out of me reminded me of the sounds that I make when I suck cock. His eagerness, of course combined with how good he's always been at eating me out, made me cum in seconds. I let him eat me for another minute before I got up and told him to come to the room with me. I threw myself onto the bed and then this whole other side came out of him. I was expecting him to jump on top of me and honestly, I thought he was going to take a more making love type of approach. But instead, he got on the bed but went past my pussy, told me to open my mouth and just started fucking my mouth. Completely unexpected but such a fucking turn on. He fingered me while he had his cock in my mouth, but started with three fingers, then four, then moved on to fist me which he has only ever done once before. He was doing this while giving me some of the dirtiest dirty talk that I've heard from him. It was like a switch flipped and all of a sudden he was making it known that I was his and I just let him use me. He eventually told me to get on all fours and started pounding me from behind. I could feel him playing with my asshole which he only ever does when he's in the mood for anal which isn't very often. “My ass is yours baby” I moaned. “I know it is” he said before moving his cock from my pussy to my ass and pounded my ass until he came in it.

I laid on my stomach as he pulled out of me and gave my ass a good hard slap before laying next to me. He asked if I was okay and if he had gone too far and of course I told him that I loved it and he definitely did not go too far. He gave me a kiss and I got up to go to the bathroom. When I walked out I asked him if he wanted a Coke or a glass of water and he asked me to bring him back some water. I walked out of the bedroom and towards the kitchen to find shots guy was still in our living room. I was butt ass naked and all I could do was cross my arms in front of my tits to cover myself up a bit which I know was silly but, I'm just a girl. He did turn around and said that he was just waiting for his Uber but that he had an ETA of 45 minutes and that's what it had been for the last few minutes. I feel bad because he lived almost 45 minutes away and his friends were the ones who had driven. So I told him he could crash on the couch and my boyfriend or I could give him a ride in the morning at least to his friend's house. At this point it was around 4:00 a.m. I grabbed three glasses of water, handed one to shots guy, and took the other two back to the bedroom. My boyfriend and I went at it one more time before falling asleep.

I ended up waking up a little after 8. I stepped outside to the living room and shots guy was already up just sitting on the couch on his phone. Made some coffee and some toast and we started talking about the night which got both of us worked up. Next thing I know, I'm making out with him again, my robe comes off and he's fucking me in the kitchen, both of us being as quiet as we can since my boyfriend was still asleep. It was just a little 10 minute quickie but I'll admit that it was hot knowing that my boyfriend was asleep in the room while I got fucked in the kitchen. I figured he would be asleep a bit longer and I was wide awake at that point obviously, so I offered to give shots guy a ride. I just threw some shorts and a tank top on and we headed out to his friend's place which was only about 20 minutes away. When we got there, he gave me another kiss but then started groping my tits. I told him I had to get back home but offered him a blowjob which he gladly accepted.

I came back home and it's now 10:00 a.m. and my boyfriend is still asleep next to me and even though I'm sure it'll all be fine, I'm a little worried that now that everything has settled and we are out of the moment, that he might look at what happened last night in a different light. I certainly hope not, and based on how everything happened, I don't think he will, but holy fuck am I nervous.