This started as a wholesome texting between two people on a cold, cloudy night. I was texting a man 5 years older than me and we talked about travel, life, and work. Around 1am he said he was going to sleep and I said I couldn’t and would like a cuddle. He said he would drive up (his place is 40 mins away drive) for me to cuddle. Long story short, he did and we even talked on the phone the whole time he drove (he called me ‘bub’ too 💕).

when he arrived we started cuddling. He has a good body— not too tall, but very muscly (not too big. Proportional), toned and strong. I am not exactly skinny, I’m petite and voluptuous and was wearing a pink lingerie dress that’s slightly oversized (the straps fell off my shoulder often and would show my boobs)

As promised, we cuddled and chatted in my bed. He kissed my forehead and played with my hair as I was telling him stories. He kissed my lips not long after— and we started making out. He was very gentle as he went down on me. He kissed every inch of my body. Before he eat me out he kissed my thighs and asked me if it’s okay (GENTLEMEN TAKE NOTES HERE).

After a while he fingered me gently and slowly got rougher until I squirted a little — he wanted to keep going but I was shy so I stopped him. We cuddled for a bit but then I asked him if he wanted sex, he said it’s okay. He was happy pleasing me. But the submissive in me couldn’t stand not pleasing my dom.

So I whispered “you know, maybe we could make the bed messier”. He looked at me and asked me if I meant it— and I nodded shyly. He started fucking me gently, and slowly became rougher. He is so strong that he could pin me down, turn me around and kept changing positions for a few times without me knowing anything — legit it happened so quickly and the next thing I knew I was already in different position. He literally could lift me and twist me around like I’m a doll

He asked me if he could be rough— and I thought “sure. How bad can it be?” Oh boy.. was I wrong. He was so rough that I teared up a bit. It was painful but I realllyyyy wanted to please him so I sucked it up. He came but I didn’t. Although, I was pleased at how long and how good he was.

We kept talking until 4am and we decided to sleep for a bit. I was sleeping on his right arm facing him. Around 6am I felt his dick got hard again while he was sleeping - so I started gently rubbing it with my right hand thinking it’s just mere morning wood. I didn’t know he was awake. With eyes still closed, he turned me around (so I’m facing the other way and not him). He choked me from behind with his right hand (it was already beneath my head/neck) and he started playing with my boobs and fingered me with his left hand interchangeably from behind. He kept whispering how hot I looked, and how hot my moan was.

As I was squirming and tried to wiggle my way out, he trapped one of my legs with his leg and fingered me deeper. He whispered lewd, yet sweet words in my ear and kissed me neck from behind.

I was taken aback and moaned so hard— I started moaning his name. After I repeated his name a few times, he stopped for a second and continued to pin me facing down and started fingering my pussy and my ass. It was so painful but sooooo hot I got wetter and wetter. He knew I liked it but when he fingered my ass deeper with two fingers I tensed up. He saw that so he stopped and asked me why. I said it was my first time having ass fingered. He checked if I was okay. I said “yea but I prefer not to continue with that hole because I’m not ready”.

He washed his hands and started to cuddle me again—- which lasted less than 5 minutes Too lazy to describe more than this but the whole morning he pulled me up, turned me around and pinned me down in various positions that no man has ever done before. I felt so powerless and I loved it so much my pussy was dripping. From eating me out, fingering me, fucking me and making me feel like a weak, powerless slut— he nailed it.

We fucked 2 more round before he had to leave to have breakfast with his parents and before I had my brunch with my friend.

P.s. I never knew you could finger a pussy with both your index fingers and “drill” it interchangeably?? Like it feels so.. ughhh 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 no man ever did it and now I know another thing I like hehe. The more you get fucked, the more you learn about yourself — this applies both in bed, and in life 💀

Anyways.. if you’ve read all of this. Thanks! Just wanted to get it off my head (have few more stories but I think one is enough for now hehe) Haven’t written this kind of confession in a while and I’m not a writer soooo it’s probably not that good— should I do voice note instead next time? 🥴