Update time! I'm going to make this as brief as I can.

Okay. Well. Two days ago my boyfriend asked me to give a blowjob to another guy. Yesterday I did it, after double checking that my boyfriend really wanted me to.

I had fun, but felt a little weird about it after the fact. I decided I needed to talk to my boyfriend about it, but I had to make sure he was clear headed at the time. My plan was to drain him completely so that he could have his post nut clarity. So when he came over I got to work.

I told him every dirty detail while jerking him off and sucking his dick. I already made him cum once before I even finished telling him everything. I also showed him the pictures I took, with permission of the guy I gave a blowjob to. That drove my boyfriend wild and he ended up fucking my face until he came again.

I didn't stop though. I told him the rest of the details while I continued to jerk him and suck him. By the time I was done with him I had gotten him to cum four times. The last little bit ended up on my boobs.

I went to clean up, satisfied that he was completely spent. When I went back to the living room he had actually fallen asleep. I woke him up, sat down with him and we talked for nearly 2 hours about everything.

We talked about how he loves showing me off and dressing me in revealing clothes. He doesn't really know why he wanted me to give someone else a blowjob, but it drove him wild and he loved it. He didn't know if he will ask me to do it again, and he didn't know if he wants me to do more.

I told him that if he asks me to do it again, that I would, but if he can't give me definitive guidelines, and rules, and exactly what he wants me to do and what not to do, it's very likely that something might happen that he wouldn't like.

Now I did tell him about the fact that I was topless, which he saw in the pictures anyway, and that the guy fingered me and tried to get me naked. When I told him he seemed to get off on it. So I asked him again, now that he was clear headed how he felt about it, and he still thought it was hot.

In the past I thought he liked showing me off, and liked guys trying to get with me because he knew I'd turn them down. But now I wasn't so sure, so I asked him how he would have felt if I had let the guy fuck me. He didn't know.

I told him these are the things he needs to think about, because if he can't give me exact specific instructions on what he wants things he might not like might happen. He understood, and we sat there for a long time in silence.

I wasn't sure what else to say, and I was trying to figure him out. That's when he asked if I wanted to have sex with that guy. Well, I wasn't about to start sugar coating it now, so I told him the truth. Yes, in the moment I wanted to have sex with him.

Again he was really quiet for a while, and the he said that I should have sex with him if I wanted to. That was a bit of a shock. So I grabbed his stupid face, made him look me in the eyes, and asked him directly "do you want me to fuck him?"

Again. Another long pause. "Yes."

"Then tell me exactly what you want me to do. EXACTLY."

Another long pause, and I still hadn't let go of his face. "I want you to text him, and arrange to meetup, and have sex with him."

At this point he was fully hard. Again. I could not believe he could have anything left. So I undid his pants, and started jerking him off with one hand, while texting the other guy with the other hand. I made my boyfriend watch as I setup a date to have sex with this other man.

Now. Why am I doing this? Because I want my boyfriend to have his sexual kinks satisfied. I want to make him happy. I want to be the best girlfriend I can for him. That's not to say I won't enjoy myself, but most of my trepidation earlier was because of how vague it all was. I had no real direction from him. No idea what the limits were, and no idea what he wanted.

I feel better about it now that we talked. Now he has given me direct, explicit instructions on what he wants me to do and what the expectation is. I will go and fuck this other man for him, and I'll enjoy it.

After my new friend and I confirmed our date for Friday night, I leaned over and finished my boyfriend with my mouth. His fifth load was small, but honestly I was surprised there was anything left at all.

We kissed and cuddled the rest of the night as we speculated on what Friday night would be like. He was excited. I asked him another dozen times if he was sure, and he was. He really does want me to fuck this other guy. Neither he or I know why, but he wants it, so I'll do it.

To think this all started like 3 months ago when he made an off hand comment about wanting a more exciting sex life and wishing I was a little sluttier. Hope he doesn't regret it lol