I am a tall, thin Chinese girl (25F). I am generally considered quite pretty and I tend to attract a lot of attention.

Last week I had an “accident” in my bed. It took some time to write down what happened, but also to pluck up the courage to share it. It all started in the afternoon, at ~7pm. I was alone at home and suddenly I started to feel very lonely. I look at insta and see a story of my best friend (23F) who is having fun with her younger friends, who are as crazy as her if not more.

Shortly after that I get a text from her…After the club, she texts me drunk, crying, saying that she is sad because the man she wants, kissed her that night, but then ended up going home with another girl.

So, she is crying over the phone, telling me that she lost her man and that she wants to cuddle, so I say: "Okay, come to mine if you like”. I don’t hear back from her and go to sleep. She knocks on my door at 2am…no forewarning. So I am not wearing much, just a tiny white t shirt and panties on. She is very touchy, still drunk, and I have to fight with both hands to keep her hands off of me. (She fingered me in the past. I shared that story already)

I say: “How about we watch a movie?”, hoping that she would calm down. We start watching the movie, and I give her some water (a lot of water). She quickly starts feeling much better. However, she also starts feeling very hot, super hot, so she takes her clothes off. She take off everything…

She even takes off her bra, and panties, I am a bit embarrassed because the light is on, and she is very beautiful. In fact I can’t help, even if I am not totally lesbian, to appreciate the look of her body, similar features as me, thin, tall, nice butt, but she’s White, and with long blonde hair, so I glance at her tiny tits quickly, and her thin waist, her pale skin…

And then I realise that she’s caught me.

OMG, the embarrassment. After she catches me looking, I don’t have time to explain, I open my mouth slightly and she leans towards me and starts kissing me... She even grabs my jaw and opens my mouth as far as it can.

To be completely honest, that turns me on immediately. So, I get moist and open sexually. I, for once, should be the one being assertive, touching her, and being the dominant one. She is drunk after all, and naked. It’s my opportunity to try.

As soon as I touch her pussy, she shivers for a second. She must be very sensitive, or my hands are too cold, or maybe it’s the alcohol. So, I run my fingers up and down her belly, until she is comfortable, then down town again. It works. She spreads her legs and lets me have my way with her. She’s now become like a sweet puppy. Moaning and letting me work it.

I never worked a White pussy before, so I took my time. I massaged and caressed it, giving it all the love and attention it deserves, as no man stepped up to do the job tonight.

She is younger than me, and still a bit drunk, so i am very aggressive and finger her tiny pussy like my own. I work her well. Her pink lips wrapped around my fingers are so smooth and warm. I particularly enjoy listening to my bestie moan like a little cunt, while I control her completely. Her thin pale body is shaking and her pussy is now soaking wet.

I even turn her around (ass up, face down) on her knees, and finger her from the back. With two fingers, quickening the pace. After a few seconds, she becomes particularly loud. I can feel she is close, so I use the other hand to massage her lips as they stretch and get run through by my fingers. She screams. She has finally cum. My bed is now a wet mess!

This would have been a good time to stop.

However, as I have never been in control with her, I decide to take the opportunity and do something to her, now that she is laying in bed, out of action, out of energy. This is where the story becomes a bit crazy. I decide to eat her.....I want to taste her White pussy. So I spread her legs, and lick her off for a few minutes. She absolutely loves it. And I am liking it too…

She initially laughs, because I am tickling her. She thinks that I am playing some game, but then she stops and starts moaning again. She realises she is being eaten when it is already too late. I have my tongue deep inside her pussy (my tongue is quite long too).

I eat her for a minute or so. It is amazing, she is now totally submissive, she even uses her hands to spread her legs further. I am fingering myself while I lick her. By this point, I feel, too, a little drunk, maybe because of the late time at night, or the unexpected action. Or the alcohol that I was licking off of her. I lick her inner thighs and she keeps moaning. Then, all of a sudden, she screams again and tighten her legs, locking my head inside. She shivers, then slowly releases me.

This only happened yesterday but it feels like a dream. And I have a memory gap… I am not sure how we end up kissing after a while. I remember us kissing, naked, side by side, like two lovers.

All of a sudden she asks, "Do you want to be my girlfriend?”

I say, "You are drunk, and I have just turned your night into a success, so....you don't know what you are saying, let's talk about it tomorrow”

We kiss a bit more. We are kissing more and more passionately. Her hand finds her way between my legs. Then she fingers me.

This is expected, she is masculine and energetic, I am submissive, Asian, weak, so she ends up fucking me well with her two fingers, making me moan loudly, and I think the neighbours heard me… She spreads my long legs, like chopsticks, sits on top of me, and fingers me with a vengeance. I can feel her thin fingers sliding in and out of my tiny pussy, while her beautiful ass is so close to my face. She knows how to make me cum and she brings me right to the edge, then keeps me there for a few minutes, endless minutes. She slaps my wet pussy, asking me again to be her girlfriend.

This is where things get really unexpected. My friend became more and more aggressive. She quickly sits me in bed so I am on my knees but my knees are spread apart quite a bit, She is behind me, holding my arms as I lean back. With the other hand she starts fingering me again, fast. As soon as her fingers enter me, I feel a heat wave invade my body. Her speed is just perfect, I have lost control and am now submitted to her will. I cum, letting out a little scream.

I was so tired…

We are on the bed, I am breathing heavily.

She goes to the toilet.

Shortly afterwards, she comes back,

I say, "What happened? I need the toilet too”

She doesn’t say anything, and just grabs me by the neck, and sits me on the bed, I am leaning back slightly, my hands on the bed, my legs spread slightly. She is behind my back with her legs wrapped around mine. One hand around my neck and one on my belly.

So I say it again, "Did you use the toilet? I have to go as well”

She starts slapping my legs so they spread further.

She slaps my pussy.

Then she slaps my small tits.

Basically she turns me on, again.

She kisses me so I can’t speak.

Between one kiss and next, when my mouth is not being invaded, I try to speak

“Could I…use the bathroom for a moment?”

She says, “Don’t you, weak skinny Asian dolls, piss in bed like little girls?”

She asks again, "Would you like to become my girlfriend?”

I say, "…Yes".

She says "Very well, Now relax, let go. I want to see you piss your own bed"

I couldn’t imagine myself doing that, so I initially resisted. She started massaging my belly as well as kissing my face, I couldn't move, she was behind me, holding me, pushing into my belly with the palm of her hand, waiting for me to give up.

She notices I am close, so she puts her hand around my neck again and pulls it so I am looking at the ceiling. "Stop resisting, just close your eyes and let go”, she says. She kisses me and, for a moment, I forget about everything else and just enjoy her lips. Her tongue. And when I come to my senses again, it’s already too late. I can’t hold it anymore…

So I obeyed, and started peeing, like a little girl, in front of my friend. I was so embarrassed, but also felt quite relieved. I had finally given in. I felt like a little baby girl, after a “big fight” with her parents. I could easily tell, my friend was feeling proud. Honestly, I can’t even imagine what is in store for me next. After this, she’ll probably want to boss me around like a puppy. And maybe I’ll get used to it, or even addicted to it.

Edit: I am not lesbian, I still prefer men. I guess I am open to suggestions as far as how to navigate this. I enjoy her sexually, but I know I want a man for the long haul. This feels strange…and I am worried about our friendship.

SM