She had a present for me before I left for my trip. On our last night, just when I was about to bust, she did something I’ve never seen before (except in fantasy). She rolled me over, climbed on top, ripped the condom off, and then methodically, slowly, lowered herself onto me. And just sat there as I squirmed and seized. I’ve never felt sensations like this. All that tight, tight, wet warmth directly onto my cock, no longer separated by rubber. This smirk she had while she sat on top, like that was her divine throne, leering down as her pussy worked its magic. She wasn’t moving an inch, because she was that confident in how good she felt. And she was right because I busted immediately into her. It happened in an instant but time felt near infinite as I coated her inside and it leaked out onto me. Pleasure so intense that I think I knocked out for a minute or two.

Y’all, when I tell you I’m now broken I mean it. She’s permanently fucked my brain in ways I never thought possible. I’m two weeks into this month-long trip and for the life of me I can’t stop thinking about knowing what her pussy actually feels like. Porn doesn’t cut it anymore; the memory in that spank bank is so good I’m utterly short-circuited. I wake up daily with an invasive, deep and primal urge to just fuck and release. I rub and think and stroke and twitch and wreath and get right to that point, and omg do I want to cum so fucking bad. But tissues or my tummy isn’t going to cut it anymore. I can’t stop thinking about burying another load into her, as if that’s the only thing that’ll do for me now. She got me hooked on a drug I never knew existed.

Getting through the days have been absolute torture mixed with fantasy and eager anticipation. I’m so pent up and needy; I constantly adjust the massive bulge I carry into meetings, needing to clean all the precum off when I can, and then sit in pain from the screaming need to release I feel radiating from my sack. The heaven and hell that’s been coming from all this. 

Fuck I’m fucked. Look how desperate she has me. Got a week and a half left, how in the hell am I going to make it til then?