It’s Saturday night and I’m bored so I figured I’d write about a fun little memory..

Hmm.. I suppose this is a fun one. This happened at least six or seven years ago. Which would’ve made me 23 at the time.. it must’ve been a weekend because I remember the night started with me wanting to go out. So I texted a few of my friends to find out if anyone was doing anything that night. One of my friends (Alyssa) got back to me and mentioned getting invited to go out with her friend (Caitlin) and her friend’s boyfriend (Jordan) as they were all getting ready to go out to a party. She invited me to tag along so she wouldn’t be a third wheel. I’d hung out with Caitlin enough times, but I’d never met Jordan. From what I knew, he was really nice. I felt comfortable enough tagging along as it gave me a reason to get all dressed up and get drunk. I thought if it ended up being boring, I could just go to a bar or meet up with this cutie from Tinder (Zack) I had just started talking to.

The party had a chill vibe. There weren’t enough people for it to be a total rager or anything but there were enough people for you to have different people to gravitate towards in any room you walked in. I ended up hanging around the kitchen because I figured I just wanted to be close to the alcohol. haha But I was entirely too sober when this group of guys walked in and I swear one of them basically moved in slow motion. I feel like his presence immediately changed the energy in the room. It was as if people were waiting for him to show up. He just had this suave, charming appeal to him and I really don’t know if he realized just how sexy he was. I ended up learning his name was Kendall.

At one point, everyone sort of gravitated into the backyard. More people showed up and we were all sort of scattered around. There was a group of people who were smoking and vaping and I tried to steer clear. I don’t mean to judge but I just don’t really enjoy being around cigarette smoke. But I did end up learning that Kendall was a smoker… Normally, it’s an immediate ick for me but goddamn was he sexy.

I ended up asking Caitlin about him, if she knew anything about him or whether or not he was single. She was so cute and bubbly when she got drunk so she was so giggly when I was telling her how cute he was. I told her to stop drawing attention to us as she was making it so obvious but then she was like “you know, I think I need a cigarette” and before I could say “NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT!” she grabbed me by the hand and dragged me over to where Kendall was.

She asked for a cigarette and one of the guys gave her one. I don’t remember his name but he offered me one too. I politely declined but Caitlin bumped my shoulder and told me to just take it. I was reluctant but I suppose I wouldn’t have any other reason to be over there with them unless I was smoking. I took it and figured I’d just light it and not really smoke it. Kendall looked at me in the most intense way that made me feel like he was looking at me naked. It definitely had an effect on my panties.. Someone handed Caitlin a lighter and before she could offer it to me, Kendall snapped his own lighter open and lit my cigarette. He mumbled something about how a pretty woman should never light her own cigarette. Again… panties were a mess.

I’ll skip the flirty looks, and the girl pep talks in the bathroom. Eventually Caitlin told Jordan about my crush and he told us that he’s pretty sure Kendall has a girlfriend. By then I had gotten a pretty decent buzz going so I started messaging my Tinder guy, Zack. I ended up convincing him to come to the party. I was pretty drunk by the time he got there but when I went out to get him from his car (he had to park down the block) we ended up just sitting in his car for a bit. Eventually we ended up hooking up in his car. I was pretty faded if I’m being honest so I don’t remember much of it. I just remember he came pretty quickly and was kind of a selfish lover if you know what I mean. I remember telling him he didn’t have to come inside and he was fine with that so he ended up leaving and I just walked back to the party.

When I got to the house, Kendall was on the front porch smoking another cigarette.. I sat down on a bench facing him. He didn’t look surprised or seemed to question it at all. He just looked at me and kept smoking. I don’t know what came over me then.. maybe I was just disappointed from the mediocre sex I had just had, maybe I was drunk enough to throw caution to the wind, maybe I’m just that much of an absolute whore, but in that moment, I simply didn’t give a fuck and lifted up my dress. He didn’t shift. He wasn’t remotely phased by this. He just kept leaning on one of the pillars and continued staring at me in that same way he did before. It was so sexy. I started touching myself over my underwear.. he continued to drag his cigarette. Slow and sensual. I continued to rub myself, I reached up and pinched my nipple.. just maintaining eye contact as he smoked his cigarette..

When he was done with it, he flicked it, took me by the hand and walked me to his car. We both go in the back seat where he proceeded to take out the biggest dick I’ve ever had (to this day) and tell me to suck it. He sat on the seat while I got on my knees on the seat next to him and went down on his cock. I remember him asking me to pull up my favorite porn on my phone so he could watch it, and know what gets me off while I got him off. He held his hand on the back of my neck.. gently but he’d push me down sometimes. He’d say things like “you like daddy’s dick? Tell me you like that dick in your mouth”. He was so fucking arrogant and I loved it. I continued to slurp on and lick his giant cock as best as I could. (I wasn’t as good at deepthroating then as I am now so it took some work to handle his size at the time)

After a while of this, he ended up grabbing me by the back of the head and fucking my face the best that he could. He slowed down only enough to reach in between my legs and finger my pussy. He told me to keep sucking on it as he fingered me harder.. sucking dick makes me so fucking wet so I could hear the mess I was making. We ended up cumming at the same time and it was honestly so fucking hot. He told me my freshly fucked face was even more beautiful than it looked when he first got there. He ended up telling me he noticed me as soon as he walked in. And I remember his exact words right before he said we should get back inside..

“It’s not going to be tonight but I’m going to fuck you VERY soon.”