When I was 21 I lost my virginity to a guy named Jesse. He was in his late 20s, maybe even 30. I’d only given head a handful of times before, but I’d always sucked on my dildo and tried to see how far I could go. I was basically accidentally training my gag reflex

He knew I was a virgin, and when I started giving him head I remember him being a little surprised. He realized I could deep throat and pushed my head down a few times before asking if that was okay - it was. He had my lay down flat on the bed as he hovered over me and started to lightly fuck my mouth. Once he realized I was okay again, he thrust so hard and deep that HE was worried about me. I again assured him I was okay and he went to town on my throat.

I felt like such a good little slut that I was immediately able to get throat fucked. I was new at it so I didn’t really know the right way to breathe out of my nose etc and I felt myself throw up a little, but I just swallowed it, didn’t tell him, and let him continue.

The second time we hooked up he started putting his dick in my ass without asking or telling me. I panicked for a bit and he stopped. I wasn’t prepared at all. I didn’t even know how to prepare. He wanted it so bad that he said not to worry about it and that he wouldn’t mind if he got a little messy (wearing a condom). He was definitely excited to take both my virginity and anal virginity in the span of two weeks.