I always said that I’d never be that guy, and I wasn’t for a long time. But marriage is complicated.

I met a woman on here who was in a really bad situation. She was basically married for her kids. She had gone through some really bad things a few years prior and her husband was not supportive. She felt really alienated.

I picked her up from work one day and we drove to a secluded trail she knew about. We talked for a long time. She got a lot off of her chest and I listened and emphasized with her. I held her hand. She was emotional but stopped short of crying. We hugged which l led to kissing. Eventually her tits came out and I gave them some long-awaited attention. Then she gave me a blowjob.

I took her home. Her husband and kids were both out so she invited me in. We kissed a bit more, but we didn’t have sex that night. We saw eachother regularly until the pandemic hit.

We didn’t nt love eachother, not like I love my wife. But we were their for eachother in a way our partners weren’t. Not just a physical way.