I was dating a Muslim girl once, so she couldn't have PIV sex. She'd very recently been sexually assaulted, and was having a hard time being intimate when we started dating. I did my best to be patient and understanding, and part of my research led to discovering the CNC kink and how it can help some people process the trauma.

So we eased into CNC. I'd hold down, then later use rope to tie her arms and legs. We got handcuffs and blindfolds. I'd be rough with her when facefucking her, pulling her hair, tossing her body around, spanking her. Eventually we got into face slapping and rough titty play. She liked when I was really rough with her asscheeks, so like biting, slapping, pinching. We tried anal, but I'm not really into it so we abandoned that idea.

We had a lot of outercourse, which is when I'd rub my dick on the outside of her pussy. I'd tie her down and as we did that, threaten to put my dick in her and rape her. She used to love that. I used to get really close, like rubbing my cock right on her entrance and telling her I couldn't hold back any more. She would beg me to stop, and I'd tell her that I was going to take her virginity and destroy her. She really liked when I told her I was going to 'ruin her' and when I forced her to call me her sir, master, daddy. She liked when I degraded her by calling her a slut, fucktoy, whore. She really liked when I'd toss her a twenty after cumming in her mouth (her assailant had done the same).

Sometimes I'd use her phone and record us as I used her head to get me off. She loved when I manhandled her head, and used her mouth like a toy. She also liked when I left her tied up and left the room. We got a hotel once, and I tied her spread eagled and left the room to go get us wine and food. Then I tortured her by knocking on the door and jiggling the handle intermittently for like twenty minutes before returning and pretending I didn't do it. She was really wet when we did that.

She used to shiver in her sleep when we first started dating, but by the time we ended things, she'd really grown comfortable in her own body and sexuality again.