PLEASE READ THIS FIRST - Full disclosure, everyone: This script goes to very dark places, touching on suicidality and depression. If that's not something you're comfortable with, be warned that's an important subject that's brought up here. This is also not a titilating audio at first, that sort of thing is saved for the end, so if something long doesn't strike your fancy be warned: This is easily the longest thing I've ever written. If something of this nature pushes the boundaries of the rules too much, I will gracefully take it down. All that being said, I hope you enjoy.

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Hi everyone, I didn't expect to be back so soon. But I was struck by inspiration, I went to go see a movie tonight and it ended up reminding me of some very dark thoughts I had in which I wished I didn't exist at all anymore, and that everyone would just forget I was ever there.

But tonight, with me being in a much better place mentally than I was then, I got to thinking: What would that actually be like, and how could that be?

I wanted to channel that inspiration into this script and impart some of my feelings on this subject onto my audience. This is not a cheery subject, and this script is very dark at first. But I promise, it resolves happily and with a message I would like everyone to hear. Without further ado, here's the summary:

You've finally got exactly what you wanted! For a long time now, you've been in a rut mentally and just want it all to stop. In your darkest hour, a visitor arrives. Strange, you don't remember telling anyone you'd be at home this week. They let themselves in, and through a very awkward introduction and conversation with you prove that they are Death. They hear your cries, and want to make a deal: They'll delete you from the minds of everyone on the planet. All memories, relationships and impact you've had will be completely gone. Without a second thought, you accept! Your girlfriend is one of the closest people to you, and you hate the thought of her being gone from your life, but you can't take living like this anymore. And so, the spell is complete. But is this really what you wanted?

You can read the script here: https://scriptbin.works/u/SCR1PTB0Y/f4m-this-is-what-you-wanted-right-f4m-dark-longer

Thank you to everyone who got this far and to everyone who read the script. I don't expect fills or even for many people to give it a read, I understand this topic is incredibly emotional and intense and that this is extremely long. I wanted to express myself, and I felt like this was the place to do it. I just wanted to express my gratitude for your acceptance of my work despite the subject matter. GWA has always felt like a home to me, somewhere I belong, and I'll always be grateful for the expression and emotional outlet I've had in writing.

I hope you all have a safe and happy holiday season. Even if you aren't celebrating anything, give your loved ones a ring. You are more cared about than you realize.