"Knowing that their relationship is becoming more serious, a woman offers to play a game with her lover to reveal more of her true self to him: a sadistic Domme looking to break him. You know, with his consent."

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So it began, my first script offer for GWA. With the great #pastebinpurge past us, I thought now would be a good time to (re)package my first trilogy of scripts.

Each one is their own self-contained story, but the three do make for a full one. They are, I hope, a lot of fun to read - and, even more to perform! The first one has had some fantastic fills, but the other two are still unfilled... which is a shame, because some of my favorite lines I've ever written found themselves in the third one.

I hope you guys love these as much as I did writing them.

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The Wicked Bench -

PERFORMANCE NOTES: She's experienced, confident and knows how good she is so she can have a sense of humor about most things. She was an absolute MONSTER and has left shattered lives in her wake. She's trying to be better, now. A Yandere who found the right therapist, essentially. Which simply means she understands where she came from, and works hard to keep herself and her relationships healthy. Few, if any regrets. Trying to do right by him in that regard.

He's a little bit younger. Eager to learn, eager to please. Former grunt, maybe? But, quiet, confident. Would've been studying in the barracks instead of drinking with the boys. Absolutely in love with her, even if they haven't said those words yet. However, he also has a strong sense of self and while he wants to discover his boundaries and explore this dark adventure with her, there's a genuine spine there that she recognizes and respects... even if there's a part of her that wants to see how much he can take before it breaks.

They are, genuinely, in love. Just haven't said it outloud yet. Maybe in the cold light of morning. Maybe next week. But, soon.

The Wicked Bench II -

PERFORMANCE NOTES: Her experience and her confidence are her absolute downfall here. She thinks he has his number from the beginning and though she warns him that she's in a bratty mood, she was looking to break him from the time he walked through her door. How conscious of this she is is fully up to you. An absolute control freak tonight, she fully expected his worship and lust for her to allow her to steamroll him. She's not being bratty, she's being a bully. She realizes, not-too-soon, that he's a clever, clever boy and she finds herself in quite a trap of her own making and she can allow herself to truly submit... for a little while at least. And, that's when things get emotionally messy at the end as she goes almost full scorched-Earth to regain control. Here, she knows what she's doing as she's doing it, but hates herself for it, because he genuinely earned her respect. And... other things.

As for our “silent” co-protagonist, keep this in mind as you play against him: during the scene, he plays on his nerves to help lull her into a false sense of security. She sees in his eyes how much he adores her, even when they're in the scene. But, he never rises to her bait when she's mocking his seemingly clumsy starts, or when she mocks what she thinks his ideas of Dom/sub play are, or when she outright makes fun of him. In fact, he never even raises his voice. Just a polite, annoyingly good-natured, even-handed rat bastard of a Dominant who read her beautifully and handles her brattiness by either ignoring it or laughing at it. Which is fucking INFURIATING and absolutely the RIGHT way to handle her. Of course, he pays the price for winning the game.

Casinos don't like it when you win against the house, after all.

The Wicked Bench III -

PERFORMANCE NOTES: Oh, this is... a doozy, honestly. In the beginning, this is a long con: she's cool to the point of cold. There are places to dig deep into his insecurities and she is BURROWING. She WANTS him to lose his shit and break things off with her. She WANTS him to hate her. This place of emotional manipulation should be seen as an old pair of shoes that isn't fitting right anymore. When the turn happens, she is laying her cards out on the table: her own insecurities, her own sins, her own struggles to be better. When they're finally on that wicked bench again, she finds a more... healthy way... to be herself.

Happiness ensues.

As for him: from the beginning, he wants to have a genuine conversation but finds her machinations unsettling and disturbing at first – until he sees through them. When she reveals what her original plan was, he would be a FOOL if he wasn't horrified at first. He's not a fool. But, he's drawn to her, like... an idiot, doused in gasoline, dancing around a bonfire. He hopes he won't burn. Her danger is fresh and foreign and as intoxicating as the rest of her. But, he is making CHOICES to stay. Choices that have more to do with his own shit than his own love, adoration or fear of her.

She MUST see this: his horror... and his CHOICE to stay. If he was just stupid and/or weak-willed, she would've discarded him ages ago. He proves himself to be the best kind of sub for her. He says it best: “I'm your puppy. But, I'm not your bitch.”

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Author's Notes: This is not for the faint of heart and definitely not a conventional “Dom/sub” series. What started as a fun little scenario with a cute hook of the bench evolved into what's become more of an emotionally intense drama. This is an exploration of incredibly dark themes involving destructive sexual dominance and manipulation. The scenario of cuckolding that was ALMOST initiated is morally repugnant.

Frankly, I wanted to explore what a certain kind of hell could look like and the price one would have to pay to be able to inflict it upon others - and, how it could also lead right out of it.

But, the actual Dom/sub play, I feel, becomes genuinely cathartic as these two characters share something so deeply intense and emotionally bonding.

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As always: fantasies of adults, for adults.