maybe won't you take it back

say you were trying to make me laugh

and nothing has to change today

you didn't mean to say

“i love you”

^{i love you — billie eilish}

i can't escape the way i love you [7:51]

4am gettin real emoshional up in here, peeps. sometimes you get so overwhelmed by those honeynut feelios that you just gotta — let them out!

for real though, been meaning to do this word challenge for a while. i nearly slipped up a couple times wanting to say "oh my god." like, omg, ilu??? i was just... so overcome with Feelings, my guys. sobs. (i actually did start crying at one point, plz don't judge me.) i wasn't really thinking of anyone in particular while recording, it was more of a... conglomeration of people and a buildup of feelings? i started off really nervous but by the end i got really into it. 😅 saying "i love you" can be really cathartic... and sometimes i can get really fucking sappy during sexytimes. it's gross. [war flashbacks to the first and only time i orgasmed during sex with someone and told them "i love you" maybe a million times as i came.] shudders and if someone drops an l-bomb on me during an audio or whatever? wow. Nut.

(the annoying buzzing noise is my vibrator btw. why can't technology make those things silent. and yes, that kicking, thrashing orgasm really wiped me the fuck out lmao. wheezes)

this is dedicated to all of you out there that need to hear those three words. maybe you don't hear them enough — or maybe not even at all. maybe you just really need to hear them right now. i know this isn't going to be everyone's cup of tea, but... hopefully it's yours. i mean, i don't know who actually wants to hear a random girl on reddit that records herself masturbating saying "i love you" for nearly 8 whole minutes, but 😅 you can just imagine it's someone else that you want to hear it from.

this is also for the people in my life that make me feel a little less like shit. i love you. 😘

just remember that there's someone out there who loves you. 💕

^{disclaimer: this audio is made by an adult, for adults, about adults. you must be 18 years or older to listen to my audios. i do not give anyone permission to steal & upload my audios.}

🌸 yoona

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