Hello everyone! This is my first post, let me introduce a bit myself. I am a HKer, yea, Hong Kong. I hope my English is good enough here XD

I am a kidult which means though I am in late 30s but I am still a superhero nerd and spend much monthly on toys, not those toys, buddy. I am the only child of family so I do speak to my robots, superheroes figures as well as drawing my own dirty fantasies over those spandex heroes often. Lately, I am addicted to the male butler serving his lonely young master. Well, thanks to the BL manga(comics of male-male love and sex whose target readers areare Japanese school girls and women).

Here is my request, I would to have an audio fantasy of a late 20s, early 30s butler, interacting with his kidault mid 20s boss. It's been six months since the butler is on the job. However, the butler is surprised to see his feminine master instead of partying or hanging out with other fellow gays, the boss just either draw or speak to the shirtless figures. Or just watch gay solo porn: his boss was raped on his first date.

So, the butler is trying to unknott and comfort the troubled soul of his boss. I guess for the erotic part, it is cuddling, mutual j/o, encouraging his sisi boss to touch his athletic body. Not ready to go 69 or 10 as the lad is still closing his body and heart from both sex and love.

I would love it to be an intimate, warm, comforting one. Me being a rich lad is of cos my fantasy, but the rape part, sadly was true, though it happened in a gay bath house instead of a date. I was 19 back then

I did not open that part of myself till a few years ago to my best 'sister'. Well, we sisis need to look after each other, right? And when I looked for advice from a long time gay rights fighter, I was surprised he was a rape victim too. He overcame it :)

I still have hesitation when it comes to bottoming for my man. Luckily, he is not into it too. But he is not the talking, comforting type. Sigh...

So, let's see if this request will be fulfilled. Thanks in advance.