Hello, Hello!! 👋

I am trying to return back home. I’ve been in NJ for the last five years & tried to stay afloat, but I can no longer afford to live on my own & have been hitchhiking & walking day by day. (Bear sun inspired me to travel by foot across the country)

My funds are pretty much near depleted even w/ the mother of my child giving me leniency w/ my child support, but between buying food, keeping my cellular phone active & inhalers from Walmart, ( I have no insurance), I’ve gotten much closer, closer to what feels like an end of the line.

I love music & making music for me & my daughter & it’s been my biggest help as far as keeping myself somewhat, somewhat sane. I don’t make money off of it, I do it for the love of the craft & more importantly to leave something behind for my daughter to know how much I love her & miss her in case I can not make it back to her.

I screwed up so long, so long ago thinking suicide was the way to go & attempting to drown myself w/ hydrogen peroxide was the worst thing Ithought of how to handle things. I’ve been through psychotherapy to heal my trauma & mental, mental deficiencies, but this journey I’ve begun to trek truly, truly is the most arduous one yet.

I no longer take my Abilify & Seroquel because I felt it was damaging me more than helping & in doing so; I’ve lost my state benefits due to my refusal.

I appreciate anyone taking time out of their day to read this. 🙇🏽‍♂️ 🙇🏽‍♂️

https://gofund.me/28bce5db