Maaaan what a ride.

I loved this girl, paid for everything, took care of her, I was patient, never lied, cheated, not once looked through her phone- the most secure ive ever been in a relationship. I thought we were the perfect match. As of late we've been having money issues (big surprise amirite) and she had agreed to move back in with her parents for a couple weeks, so I could financially catch up.

Well, after 2 weeks she decides to call me and break things off, totally out of the blue. Ok thats lame. The next day she takes it back and says she wants to work things out. Relieved, I make an ass of myself and tell her how much I love her, we'll work it out, etc...

That was the last time I ever heard from her.

She is prone to self-harm, so after about 4 days of radio silence I panic and start calling her mom, brother, dad- everybody ignores me. I eventually break down and beg the mom to just text "Y/N" if she is ok or not. Nothing. Crickets.

Im beginning to understand that ill never get closure, that brings me to last Friday. Enough is enough, man. Cant just sit around waiting. So I blocked her on Instagram, unfriended her on FB (but unblocked, so she could potentially get ahold of me to retrieve her left items), blocked her parents on everything, blocked their numbers. Removed all traces of the relationship from all social media, deleted every picture. Fucking sucks wasting so much of my life, putting my heart and soul into a relationship, for what? Silence? An empty house full of a dead woman's things?

Not the type to get rid of someone's personal items, so I packed all of her things up and put them out of sight.

Good luck and much love everybody.

Fuck a ghost.

Edit: UPDATE: Ghost texted from dads unblocked # and asked if she could pick her stuff up today. Said she'd bring the dog so I could see him one more time.

I haven't replied yet and I won't be. I work 55-60 hrs a week so she damn well knows my schedule. I might let her get her stuff Sunday; she's just lucky I love the damn dog so much.