Hello beautiful people, I just wanted to share the way I feel about this matter. So, I broke up with my ex back in 2019 because I didnt saw the relationship going anywhere. My partner got hurt but understood and it was a good breakup over all. She tried getting in contact with me couple of times after that (i gotta say we are both studying in a the same foreign country and for a period of time we where all we had), and I replied while letting her know that I didnt feel comfortable talking about us, or visiting each other, or trying to make plans for the holiday, etc... I find myself thinking about her when Im at my lowest, and bot because I want to get back to her, but because I never stopped caring about her. She blocked me from instagram and unblocked me some time after the break up and naturally I sent her a request to follow her, which she never answered, which made me believe she doesnt want to know anything about me. I know...I shouldnt think that, but I can't. Im interested in what she has done ver since, if she made friends (one of the reasons we broke up is that she was extremly dependant on me and well, that wasnt healthy), etc. Is this normal? Any advice, comment or question is welcome.