Hello all!

My name is Leo, I am 40 years old, I have two children, I have a girlfriend and I am an entrepreneur. I would like to take you on my journey regarding PE and how I will do this with my new schedule (from PEGym).

I have been interested and involved with PE for many years and have always wanted a bigger penis. This arose because when I was little, I was laughed at several times because he was small. In addition, of course, because of porn and also because I often hear women talk about their love for bigger cocks or their 'tough stories' with big cocks. They say it doesn't matter, but from experiences and stories I often hear that they find a bigger cock more attractive and nice to have sex with. Of course it's about what you do with it, but if you then ask what they want, they almost always say 'a little bigger than average' or even (porn) 'large'. I consider it a bit of 'masculinity' myself, I've become insecure about it and that's why my fascination (call it a fetish) has arisen in big cocks.

In recent years I have tried everything about PE. Once I started jelqing, then I once bought a Bathmate, then an Andropenis Extender and recently bought a small cylinder airpump. So I do have the tools at home.

My big problem is that I don't use it consistently nor have I ever had a clear schedule. I know that all too well.

We went on holiday to Greece last summer. There are beer openers in the shape of an erect penis almost everywhere in the souvenir shops. They range from small to large. My girlfriend insisted on having such an opener and was always only looking at the very large one (30cm?). She also always indicates that size does not matter, but the large 'openers' fascinated her. Then she jerks off, holds it to herself, poses with it in the picture for fun, so it just fascinates her. She does not deny that, but she does indicate that she would never want it and that it is too big for good sex.

Then I took the step and said that I will be doing PE consistently and asked her to support me in this. I also really want a big penis, which will fascinate women. She knows that I also have that 'fetish' and that I have all kinds of PE tools and that I use them every now and then. She wasn't happy with it, because she thinks my cock is nice and big enough, she doesn't need it any bigger because it's painfully big now and then.

While on vacation I bought an e-reader, made by PEGym, which I read completely and carefully. It was quite a large e-book with a lot of useful information.

I go all the way back to basics, take ten steps back and start with a beginner routine that I will perform consistently and that way I will automatically return to the 'routines for the experienced'. I think it's best to start from scratch with a good and simple schedule and stick to it consistently. They are all manual exercises and the airpump, which I use for length pumps, I will use sideways.

I now measure: BPEL 20cm, NBPEL 17cm, ErG 15cm, NBPFL 11.5cm, FlG 11.5cm My (first) goal: is BPEL 23cm, NBPEL 20cm, ErG 16cm In my opinion, this is not an unattainable goal when I read the many information I have read over the years on various forums and literature.

The first five weeks my routine is: - 10 min warm up (I bought an electric warm pad) - 100x helicopter clockwise - 100x helicopter counter clockwise - 50x JAI stretch 2 seconds - 6 minutes stretch in 6 directions (incl. BTC), 30 seconds per direction - 10 minutes of jelqing - During the day about 80 kegels spread over the day - During the day about 80 extra JAI stretches during the day (toilet visit)

The first week (started today) it is three times PE, with therefore two rest days in between. Week 2 I have one rest day in between, week 3-5 I work up to 4 days PE and then a rest day. During the first five weeks I work my way up to 10 minutes of stretching and 20 minutes of jelqing. In five weeks I will be adding additional variations to exercises. I will investigate this further and let you know in due course. I’m a early bird, so I get up at 5.30AM to do PE. Then I still at 7.00AM at the office.

My girlfriend took this photo yesterday. The first piece of the ruler is blank and is exactly 2cm. So my cock measures almost exactly (2 18=) 20cm BPEL. I also can't press it any further against my pubic bone, into my fat pad, so this is a good solid base. After five weeks I will measure again and do an update.

All in all honesty. I am very curious and maybe this can mean something for you too. We will see.

If you're interested follow me, or keep up with this thread.

If you have any questions or comments, let me know. I would like to discuss it.

I'm from the Netherlands, so my apologies for a possible wrong translation.