Even tho I stand among the average size, when you hear what these girls say, you can’t help but feel inadequate.

As my 6 years relationship ended recently with a beautiful woman who loved my size, I jumped into the world of casual sex.

When it comes to meeting the girl I usually always get the girl in bed, I am muscular and tatted and have a suave way with words that drops her guard instantly and let’s her inner-freak out. Tho I am not tall (5’8”). I carry myself like I am 6’ and with the upmost confidence and masculinity.

I have 4 active women I’m sleeping with, I build a connection and discuss sex with them to really find out the woman’s perception and dig deep into her desires.

The common thing about them ?

All of them like to be pounded mercilessly and the bigger it is, the better.

Young women today have absolutely no problem being a fuck slut for a hung dude, and they don’t even give a shit if that dude is running through the whole neighborhood. As long as she gets hers from him when she’s horny and wants it. There is a girl that knows the guy she’s fucking is fucking 6 other women. And I asked:

“You have absolutely no problem being 1 out of the 7?”

She she shook her head “No, that is one amazing dick”

I talked with another one today, and I asked, if you prefer big ones, why am I the guy you call with an average size.

Her response was because “well, you are hot and you are also really talented with your mouth and fingers and you make an effort to get me off.”

Which I felt okay about, as I do enjoy pleasing the women I sleep with, but I couldn’t help but feel so inadequate with my size.

Because this translation to me was:

“You do everything else great but fuck me with your dick good”

With some women I have slept with. I have not gotten a call back, and I know why, I don’t even have to ask.

Penetration is king, and how well and hard you fuck her will determine whether you are called again. This is where my game falls and lacks.

The 4 girls I’m currently fucking are prob 6’s on the 1-10 scale. I have had a couple really beautiful women that I couldn’t believe I was boning. But I know these beautiful women are gonna want the best, and for most of them. I wasn’t it. And when you have had a beautiful 10/10 ex gf. It’s hard to downgrade.

The worst of it is, now because of the feeling of being inadequate. I start to go soft during the pounding.

I need to get on this now and see what I can do to get where I want to be.

Thank you for reading and please feel free to chime in if you feel how I feel.