With summer starting in a few weeks, I've decided to get out and do things rather than playing league all summer (like the last 2 years). The things I want to do now are: lift weights, learn Spanish, practice drawing, work on my handwriting, finish reading 4 books I bought (self improvement books and informative), read up on fashion and learn how to dress, get a job to pay for the clothes and buy healthy food to supplement my weight lifting, learn to skateboard (have one, just never learned), practice basketball to hopefully play in college, and talk to people and become a more social person in college.

I know this is a lot on my plate, but I want to do a 180 from the old person I was in high school to the person I want to be now. I've been browsing reddit enough and have the info to make the change, but how do I do it? I know it's stupid, but let me explain:

This Sunday I got home from church and played clash of clans for 30 mins. I thought about doing something productive, but said fuck it, too many things to do so I laid in bed and played balloons tower defense 5 (first time playing this one in my life). Got up, ate, and laid in bed and played clash and browsed reddit until now. The whole week I've been like this sapped of energy to do things. Even in class, since we're pretty much graduating seniors we can do what ever. Instead of using that time to do anything above, I lay on the floor and sleep, play clash of clans, or go to the gym and play basketball (which is a plus I guess). When I get home, I'm tired from doing nothing so I eat, sleep, wake up and play clash/reddit, eat again then sleep and the cycle repeats.

I'm not depressed or have any medical issues so I can't use that as an excuse. Just lazy as fuck. I keep telling myself I'll chance in college when I'm out of the house and independent, but if I can't set a good foundation for myself, I'm just lying to my self.