I've been fucking up now, I'm wasting my life. I'm 20 kgs overweight (yes, I use the metric system), with nothing to show for my life at 20.

I don't exercise, I smoke, I masturbate everyday before going to sleep. I don't do anything useful. I set big goals and don't do shit.

I want to do great things with my life: I want to climb mountains, sail across oceans, and be one of the best artists of all time.

This kind of shit takes an overwhelming amount of discipline. I will attempt to mold myself into this person. I will share my progress here, hopefully as an inspiration to anyone ambitious.

My first goal is to lose 10kgs. I have tried this for the past 2 months and failed. I have kept going back to binge eating and gaining all the weight back up. This month, I will attempt to stay below 1800 calories per day, while also putting 1.5 hours of deliberate practice per day.

I will keep you updated with my challenges and progress.