Where I'm from people still are conventional. Sex is still considered taboo in many areas and by many people. So you can imagine what would be the case of exploring kinks? It took me many long years to realise that I'm into Dominant women. I constantly find myself imagining being with a dominant woman and getting petted by her. I have had few sexual encounters and after sometime i would lose interest in them because almost all women are submissive during the encounters and they remain passive. They always want me to do things for them. I'm fed up of that. I want to be with a woman who has high sexual energy as me. I want her to do things to me. I want to be controlled by her(in a good way, being passionate, empathetic, caring) but they are so hard to find nearly impossible. I'm in a terrible situation guys.