I posted on the handful of gentle femdom subreddits I believe yesterday or before yesterday. I met someone who was interested. I should have not continued with her because she immediately delved into it. There was no separation between play and reality. It was one and the same. She was cold. It was a weird feeling. I didn’t feel as cared for as I could be. Like ideally I want a soft-loving warm Mommy (or whichever title they are comfortable with) who is still obviously in charge, and that is made clear in the relationship. But this one was weird. And I’m new to all this. So it definitely didn’t feel too nice.

I know this isn’t unique, but I struggle with being too vulnerable. I want, when I meet someone, to take my time. Have normal conversation. Get to know each other, and then establish rules and such. (And anything else I don’t know about since I’m new).

I just want to conclude in saying that, I’m still myself. She didn’t take anything away from me. I’m still vibrant. Still warm. Still ripe.